A faNTaSy IdeA

Life in China

2007-10-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

I closed this blog to move on to Livejournal.. but i can't access it here.. So i'm updating my family and friends with this blog...

It's my 3rd day here in BeiJing.. I quite miss home..

Day1: Monday 8Oct07
Met at the airport at 6.30am. But I was abit late.. Then went to check in my luggage with Audrey!! I was the 2nd last to arrive!! Ahhh.. Then went to change in BITC T-shirt.. Took group photo and soon it was time to enter the customs. Drey hugged her mum and I almost cried. I'll definitely cry if I hugged my parents. So we waved and said goodbye..

Then walked around in the Duty-free area and then soon it was time to board.. I was abit scared when the plane tok off.. And we encountered some turbulences.. Or else, it was a nice flight..

IT was abit hectic at the luggage collection area, then we collected and went to tkae the bus to BITC. REached around 4plus pm... Then went to our rooms.. Quite dirty actually.. Coz vacant for 2months.. Then we tidied abit and had dinner then went opposite to the JinKeLong supermarket to buy some essentials.. Dettol, Vitagen, floor mat, biscuits, drinks, mineral water and stuff.. And spent 100.50RMB. about S$20... For quite alot of stuffs.. Then tidied the room and went to bed at 11plus..

Day2: Tuesday 9Oct
Today had breakfast at the canteen.. Porride and doughsticks.. Bland... Then had orientation tour and shopping at JinKeLong again.. Then had lunch and then had welcoming ceremony before we went back room to do housework.. It's qbit tiring actually.. Went on my knees to wipe the floor... I seldom do that at home one lor.. Tired.. Then went out for dinner at JinBaiWan Restaurant.. a not so authentic BeiJing Roast Duck.. So so la.. Then went back hostel to rest...

Day3: Wednesday 10Oct
Today had milo and biscuits for breakfast... Then reported for work.. There's nothing much for majority of the group to do cause teh Student Technical Officers(TOs) had to "up" the system.. Then we went around and went JinKeLong again.. Took too long out and got a scolding in the noon... Hmm.. My phone card no $$$$ le.. They never tell us 1minute 8RMB. Never tell us call the discount4RMB way. Then now have to top up. Anyway, at nite I wore my long johns, t0shirt and then my long sweater and gloves before we went out for dinner.. And it still feels cool when the breeze comes.. Thankfully never got chosen for Batch 4.. Winter super cannot take it.. Went to a noodle house.. Then came back and did housekeeping.. Now the rooms looks super neat.. Hahah.. Will upload photos 2mr.. Going to bed now..

2007-03-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

These are more pictures of my creations. The date for my sale at National Library @ Victoria Street is 31st March and 1st April, this coming weekend.. Please come and support me... From 11 am to 4pm..

2007-03-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

HANDMADE N COSTUME JEWELLERY SALE!!

It's the holidays and I'm thinking to clear my stock ( I have made quite a fair bit of jewellery - handphone chains, earrings, bracelets and necklaces using Swarovski crystals, pearls and beads, as well as gotten some stock from coutnries like India, China, Korea and Thailand) , I thought that I'd post some pictures up to see if anyone is interested to buy them too.

One of my galfriends, Adeline, has started her own website to sell her handicrafts too.. She asked me to join her website, but I was busy at that time.. So have not committed to her site.. Oops!! So havn't had time to take all the pictures..

Currently what I'm posting is just some old pictures and some recent ones. Please take a look, they are not much, it's just that I'm requesting to take a booth at the National Library and they have requested some pictures, as such, I thought that I could also post some pictures on my blog as well.

I will be going to sell my crafts at MOE on Wednesday with my aunt, who sells clothes. I'm also taking a booth at the National Library to sell my stuff on 24th ,25th March if my application is approved. So if you like my creations, please support me then. I will post more pictures if the response is good. Prices range from $2 to $20. Contact me for viewing or sending of more pictures if interested.. Thanks!!

Email me at vivienngo@yahoo.com.sg with the subject JEWELLERY or tag me anytime..

2007-02-20T22:11:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year!!! Ok. Long time no blog,.. But just felt that there's nothing much in my life now that needs updating.. I had thought my exam is 2 weeks after CNY.. But no!! It's the week following CNY!! And I borrowed 4 thrillers from the library!! N i'm glued to them like honey because the FBI thrillers are simply too exciting to let go!! From Bestselling author Catherine Coulter.. Borrowed 2 at first when I went to return the XML book I borrowed for project reference, then got hooked and decided to visit the library again after my haircut last week..

Only realised a few days ago, but I'm too hooked on the books to study! N all this visiting.. There's also no time to study as well.. But from tomorrow I'm gonna work hard. My SENGP exam is on tuesday and my MArketing Research is on Thursday!! Ooh dear oh dear!!

Oh ya.. Auntie Winnie's( our hairstylist) gonna give birth soon.. Her stomach's enormous! Hope she gives birth to a healthy baby boy!

Anyway, the first baby born this Chinese New Year is my 2 GuGu's colleague's baby!! Caleb Tan!! Hhaha.. So cute! Had a rather simple new year this year, I feel.. This coming Sunday would be 8th of the lunar month, and following traditions, the Hokkiens have to pray to the heavens.. It's a major festival.. And the past 2 days we have been unfolding the incense papers meant for the festival.. It felt heartwarming and fun as the family all sat down together.. Because Yeye passed away 3 years back, we did not have the festival for the past 3 years.. N now as we are all older, my youngest cousin is in Primary 2 now, we all help out and chat and watch TV and it feels really nice! I love these type of situations!

N on Sunday, we will stay up and burn the incense paper and pray and all!! But overall, this new year is still quite interesting.. Had quite a few funny and interesting stories.. But I shouldn't say them here..

And, me and Audrey has been confirmed to be in the the study period first, while Fengling does her TEP and Angel does her FYPJ.. So we won't be together.. I think that's quite sad.. but even more for Angel, since there's only her and William in FYPJ!! At least Fengling still has PingHui.. Both are girls, so not so bad.. And Kartika, Nadz and Mogana are in the same study period as us!!! If we do project together, WOWWOWOWOW!! Hahha.. Can aim for distinctions!! Hahahahhahahahaha!!
I'm going crazy but seriously, that's a happy thought!

Ok.. shall end for now.. Must get enough sleep.. Been sleeping very late these past few days, what with returning from Joo Chiat and bathing and packing and all.. All the heaty food and lack of sleep and water is getting to me!! I look terrible!! Hmm.. Sadddddd...

2007-02-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

2007-02-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! Finally's after the projects!! Rushed like crazy through 5 projects for the past 1 month. Everything is done last minute. Every semester I wish to change for the better to manage my time and work better, but somehow, things just go back the way it is. XML, ITIPJ big project, Marketing Research, International Business and Business Communication Projects.. Was going to faint if things continued the way it is.. To make things worse, the tutor gave us a scare and threatened to cut our marks... Simply wanted to throw in the towel..

Had no time for meeting friends and going out.. Just had to do projects all day.. Every day work on the computer for over 8 hours.. Haiz.. These few days stay up passt 1 am daily.. I wonder when i need to wear specs! Now that it's all over i'll go date everybody!! AHhaha. Exmas after new year.. So for now, I'm able to get a well-deserved break and stop thinking of anything else..

2006-12-26T12:18:00.000+08:00

Sunday was X'mas eve.. Had bday celebration for my aunt cecilia who's bday is on X'mas.. HAhah.. Had steamboat dinner and cousins came over.. Was quite fun la.. Den i was sitting with my leg crossed on the sofa arm rest.. Mum asked me to bring a bottle to the kitchen.. Den i stood up but couldn't straighten my leg in time and crashed heavily down to the floor.. Super pain.. So lucky my face barely missed the computer table.. If not i would have split my face or died.. The edges were so hard...

Fell flat on my front.. my arms were red from the impact and My right hip hurt terribly.. Super pain.. Everyone was shocked .. Haha.. My brothers still say the ythought there was an earthquake!! But they were shocked la.. Cause my face was really super close to the table.. Thought i was going to hit.. My mum and popo were frightened out of their wits.. I slowly sat up n tears just flowed.. Cousins all stared at me.. Haiz..

So clumsy... Now nursing aching neck, shoulders and bruised hip and elbows.. N dunno where else still hurt.. What a x'mas present..

2006-12-24T17:04:00.000+08:00

Came back from thailand to receive a shock about my project.. Haiz..

15th to 18th went to BangKok with my family.. Informed the tutors i would be absent on Friday.. they tot i wanted to ask for attendance.. hahah.. N was on the same flight as Janell!!! HAha.. Too bad din sit together.. Took Cathay pacific flight.. 1.50pm flight.. can see the take off from the TV screens.. so wasn't so afraid..

By the time we reached Thailand it was evening.. Napped on the bus ride from airport to the hotel.. Stayed in Grand Diamond Suite Hotel.. Super nice.. I like..

Saturday morning woke up early to go to the half day city tour.. Went to Chao Praya River and the temple near it.. and Honey Bee factory and Jewellery factory.. Den went to Four faced Buddha temple...

Went to Big C shopping centre for lunch.. and shopping.. den walked about 10minutes back to hotel.. Rested den went dinner...

Sunday went to Chinatown.. bought some accessories but den my brothers were so black faced i din dare to shop more.. The rest of the family oso din manage to buy much stuff.. Just see and go.. Haiz.. Guys..

Den after that went to Patunam ( a more average shopping area) and went to Platinum Mall (wholesale retail and accessries mall) to shop.. Bought some more accessories for my business.. but not enough to distribute to all.. at nite met Janell during dinner!!! Hahaha.. so coincidental!!

Monday flight at 12.45pm.. reached home around 3plus to a rain in Singapore.. Heard bits of the ITIPJ project woes.. Haiz.

Tuesday met the team.. found out something really bad.. shall not say it here.. Haiz.. Deadline for submission extended til friday.. Ms Lee was furious with the group that day since all was wrong.. Haiz..

N got some happy news and sad news from Janell.. I din know it's so obvious to the world that i still havnt let go.. Omg.. must resolve to change myself!!

2006-12-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

YEAH!! just found out 2mr going thailand's flight is same as Janell's!! HAhaha.. So happy.. so coincidentall.. haha.. but different hotel.. hahahahahahha/..

But recently our life .. me n drey's in school hit a rough patch.. Got super stressed and fell sick at the same time.. Got ... den went sleepless for a few nites.. Super tired and stressed.. Seemingly no one understood our plight.. Haiz.. Sad.. and Drey got it even worse.. haiz.. poor girl..

Many things to say.. but inconvenient to say.. Hmm.. N .. sms me... ahhah.. Ok.. got nuts for nth.. anyway.. shall update more.. or maybe i'll forget.. interested ask me la.. HAhehe..

Meanwhile shall forget the irritating stuff and enjoy my weekend!! Hope things will be better when i get back.. N hope Drey's not worse!!!!!

2006-12-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

Ok.. so long never blog again.. rather busy with school.. with ICAs.. at least quite well prepared for the Market Research ICA.. really alot of concept based.. think can score pretty well..

Recently i keep shooting things out of my mouth without thinking.. Yikes.. Feel so guilty after that lor.. At school oso.. Think i've ruffled some feathers.. I know i'll be angry if i was the victim.. At home oso n sometimes Popo angry with me.. Haiz.. She say we are like Sun wu kong n zhu ba jie.. keep squabbling..

So stressed with all the projects.. I feel that time management is super poor this term.. I keep slacking when I need to rush..

Got my TP test date.. 9th April.. Next year.. Ages away.. Hope someone drops soon and I can book a nearer date.. Best is mid February.. After exams.. Or January oso can.. Hope to settle before the Overseas Attachment programme starts.. Haiz..

Today sent her to the airport... She flying to Taiwan for prayers' ceremony.. From 2nd to 12th.. Den our family and Popo going to Thailand 15th to 18th.. Ages since we holidayed as a family.. HAhah..Hope to have lots of fun!!

meanwhile i cant be doing all talk and no work.. Must work hard.. since it's heavily ICA-based modules this term.. WORK HARD!! PLAY LESS!! WATCH TV LESS!! SLACK LESS!!!

2006-11-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog.. nothing much interesting in my life at the moment.. Just ICAs and projects.. Rather busy actually.. I'm getting slack though.. Very guilty but i really wnana work hard.. Haiz.. Dunno why my will is so weak.. must work hard.. Hope I can pass my FTT once and get the TP test date quick.. It's til the end of March aready.. I hope i can get my license before my Overseas attachment.. If not goota extend everything.. So long.. So late.. Haiz..

2006-11-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

30/10/2006 Monday
Had the OAP (Overseas attachment programme) interview.. We are going to be going to China or India or US for our attachment, then come back Singapore for another industrial attachemnt.. very nervous before i went in.. Audrey told me to prepare for it.. told me those chim chim stuff.. haha.. so funny.. den i went in.. felt quite fine.. Quite relaxing actually.. I shun have been so nervous.. I think i'll be able to go..

At night I went home tell mum, dad say dun go.. Den after some deliberation i gave up the chance lor.. Den next day went to school told audrey they all they persuaded me.. Asked me to go.. Then I talked with mum again and agreed to allow me to reconsider.. Then in the end Wednesday finally can go.. I noe it's rather messy.. but I cant really elaborate here.. so ya.. N tues nite Audrey met with an accident.. quite serious.. she was biking with her siblings and bf when her bike brake spoilt and she slammed into the lamp post.. Her arm got sprained and cut very badly.. Legs blue black and bleeding.. So terrible..

01/11/2006 Wednesday
Had the SBM talk about International Business : Globalisation and the opportunities.. Speaker was CEO of Intraco Ltd.. It was a very insightful session.. Though i did nodded off for a while.. All the lecturers from all the schools came.. DBI05 (Biz track) cohort had to attend in formal wear..

Talked about the rising Middle East.. their opportunities and challenges.. And challenges Singaproe have to face.. It was quite hilarious at times.. I wish these talks can reach more people.. They have quite an impact on me.. Make me have a rush to wanna do something that'll improve our population's slackness.. we are not courteous as the Japanese..

our country lacks natural resources.. N the only resources in abundance have stopped their production line.. we only compare our material achievements.. Courtesy and graciousness, along with earnestness and harmony slips away from us as we strive to be the top achiever, the top earner, the millionaire..

But somehow no one sees having many well-brought-up and groomed children as achievements they can boost.. Even currently, we meet our neighbours or relatives, we ask and compare the academic achievements of the kids.. It's too materialistic a society these days.. As brought up the Mr Teng and a lecturer who had a question..
Made me think alot.. Hahha..

03/11/2006 Friday
Audrey came limping to school.. I met her den we went to class together.. She showed me her wound.. So terrible.. she said stones had stuck in her arm.. so terrible.. Haiyo.. Den later went down to class from Level6 to Level5, we had to take the stairs cause the lift was under repair.. She shivered so badly when I helped her down the stairs.. Wanted to take the other lift at the other end of the building but she didn't want.. Den the guys still say later both of us roll down the stairs together.. So bad rite.. At least in the end nothing happen..

Now she much much better aready.. Only her arm still bandaged.. Stil have pus.. Yucks.. Hahah.. Hopes she recovers soon..

06/11/2006 Monday
ITIPJ proj hit a messy patch with the tutor because we dun understand what each otehr talking about.. The whole class is angry with her 'cause it's all different from what other tutors say, she say "bullshit" to Drey's group, she dispel all our ideas.. Though some ideas of ours truly aren't web services, but maybe more patience and examples can be given to us.. It 's not exactly like we dun work our brains, it's just that all our ideas dun meet her requirements.. But everytime she just say "you think yourself.. You didn't do enough research.. I cant give you ideas.. " Hmm.. So bad lor..

08/11/2006 Wednesday
Today's driving lesson repeat U-turn lesson.. One of the routes was near a slope.. I was afraid and turned too early, full lock wrongly and in the end got stuck in the kerb.. Seriously stuck in the middle of the road divider.. I was so afraid!! Jammed in the middle of a traffic junction!! Instructor Mr Lim asked me to reverse but I just cant reverse.. Den he got down and check den found out the car was stuck.. He had thought i had just struck kerb..

Quite a few pedestrians stopped to see.. So scared have to call the police and tow truck and all.. Then Mr Lim asked me to change over he just don't care reverse all the way then finally got the car out.. Den he drove off to a less-vehicle place then check the damage.. He said only the bottom part of hte car scrapped the road divider.. nothing serious.. it's just that earlier metal scraped stone that's why sounded so terrible.. Scared me to death!! I was shivering.. Haiz..

After the inspection Mr Lim asked me to take over the wheel again.. A bit shaky.. den picked up speed and continued the lesson.. Haiz.. So scary.. But i still like driving.. Wonder if i'll be black listed anot.. He said now I have phobia of the route.. I wonder if he has phobia of teaching me... Hahah..

10/11/2006 Friday
Today had driving lesson in the morning.. Learnt narrow courses.. Quite good control i think.. though sometimes the speed is abit wild.. Haiz.. Still cnat pass my Theory trial test for Final theory. Last Fri got 41/50, Wed got 42/50, 43/, today 44/50.. just wont hit 45/50 passing mark.. So sad.. Wanna pass my license before I go off China.. Course i dont wanna have to renew my PDL and extend the course.. Blow off hudrends of dollars again..

Driving is an expensive investment... Especially for people like me.. so dumb and slow.. keep repeating lessons.. But i quite like a number of instructors.. Very friendly.. Some rather fierce.. make me anxious can't drive well.. Hmm.. Thinking back,really lucky that day I got Mr Lim.. If it's other instructors, sure wud have gotten a black face and some scoldings.. Haiz.. Must really improve my skills and be a safe driver.. Musnt endanger others.. MUST BE A GOOD DRIVER!! N I DO LOVE DRIVING!!

Now project's in a turmoil again.. I think our complaints might have been heard and Ms Lee now has new instructions and everything have to redo again.. Sianz.. I'm couhging for about 4 weeeks now.. Still hanvt recover.. Stupid nose.. Just won't unblock and get well.. Haiz.. So sick and tired,..

2006-10-24T16:18:00.000+08:00

holidays.. last weekend our family had a movie marathon watching Ye Man Nai Nai.. A hong kong serial that'll be showing on SCV soon!!! Super nice!!

Lunch time drey, fengling and me talked about charity.. Coz spend quite a sum on phone bills so i was saying should donate to charity.. N when free can go voluntter with bingyao/... But they laugh at me.. AHhah.. We talk til so funny lor..

friday went to doctor, but medicine finish le still havnt recover.. Doctor had only given me a longer course of antibiotics.. Den yesterday afternoon after eat antibiotics my back super itchy throughout the day!! At nite i thought about it dunno issit drug allergy.. Den went to doctor.. Fell down on the way.. Cut my right ankle.. Den on duty was a relieve doctor.. He check my back den like not sure not sure lidat..

Den gave me some med.. When making payment, popo talked to the nurse.. she say i ate a lot of times before le.. N allergy once u eat will rashes immediately.. Mite not be drug allergy.. Den $30++ bill lor!! Make me angry leh! Doctor so blur one.. Even the nurse think might not be.. He never tell me lor.. Really tink not fair. N i shud have asked him wat cream he gimme.. I still have 3/4 tube from last time still not finished!! Waste money ah!! Haiz..

Today went to Pandan Gardens at Jurong East see chinese sinseh with popo... Super far.. den after that we went Jurong Point walk walk.. I wore the new shoe that i had wore once beofre.. had applied some oil around so thought it won't hurt when i walk again.. But in the end still pain.. Toes and bottom of my feet blisters.. Super pain..

2006-10-21T13:49:00.000+08:00

School starts.. with a big bang.. literally because 1st day of school we have conflicts le.. Hm.. Quite sensitive issue.. Din noe how come things can get so blown up.. Late for 1st lesson of the day.. CRM.. I like CRM.. It's fun.. tutor's fun and our lecturer too.. This term we seem to be getting alot of lecturers as our tutors.. Wonder if that's a good or bad thing.. Hmm..

Angel's super lonely coz she's the only one in IT track.. Audrey, Feng Ling and me in Biz.. So she'll have to work extra hard this sem on her own.. Hopefully can pull up her GPA.. Dunno if it'll be beta.. Coz without us, she cant skip lecture.. Haha.. Maybe it'll be good thing huh?? Angel see this dunno got wat response? But i sincerely hope you'll get beta grades each sem!! Hahah.. Must all work hard together and graduate with an edge over the rest..

I think all the modules this term quite good.. Only got 2 examinable modules.. the rest all ICAs.. Must work hard thoughout whole sem to ensure good results!! My As n Distinctions!! Ages never get dinstinction le.. Only got 1 only.. Hmm Must work hard!!

Got 2 hours break in between so chit chatted at Mac.. Janell keep asking me to lunch with her!! But not fully sure of schedule so never set time with her.. HAhh.. Met her after school at interchange! Such a coincidence! Den we went IT block find Angel.. This sem she'll be super lonely.. Poor thing..

End of day was IT innovation project tutorial whereby we were supposed to form groups.. It's another big project.. N the class ended up being super unhappy due to ther groupings.. Got big conflict.. Um.. Dunno can talk how much so best not to talk so much..

Tuesday had Intro to Market Research class.. Tutor's a caucasian.. Had a thick accent so we all strained our ears to hear him.. N I was made module rep!! Den we had lots of laughter over the groupings again.. HAha.. Ok.. quite mean about it.. But no choice la.. What to do?? Am i talking alien language?? Quite confused by what i write..

Anyway after that went for driving.. with Nadz;.. Persuaded her to register for BTT again.. But late for my lesson.. lucky this new instructor is another friendly guy..
Overall was quite fun.. Love driving.. Wanna get my License before I go for attachment.. But now aready packed til Feb le.. I still have at least 10 lesssons before i can book my Traffic Police(TP) Test.. By den dunno packed til when.. Afraid will clash with attachment.. Hmm..

Thursday my left ear blocked for the entire day.. Super irritated.. There was a briefing for the overseas attachment thingy.. To China.. Over 80 people selected in the 1st round.. But we'll have to go through another round of interview and selection to see if we meet the companies' needs before we are really in.. If we are lucky, we'll be there for about 3 months.. But expenses i think might be quite rough... Me n Audrey both selected..

I hope we can go together.. I dun wanna be alone.. But my family say even if only any one of us get to go, still must go.. It's a very good opportunity.. But i'm abit apprehensive la.. If I go, it'll really build my independence and worldly skills and all.. But without ur best friend, super lonely.. Hmm.. What to do??

Friday MC.. Doctor say my ear block might be caused by the throat infection.. N i had cough n phelgm and stuff.. N gave me loads of medicine.. A huge bomb on the bill lor.. Haiz.. Anyway, some shops in Hougang Point open le.. Yeah!! There'll be a manicure shop!! Popo say she can go cut her toenails there! AHhaha.. Coz hers very hard to cut.. So look foward to when the renovations are finally over!! Went home took medicine slept for hours.. 3plus slept again.. Cough med makes me super lethargic.. Now beta le.. But still ear block!! Sianzz...

AH MY SHORT HAIR!!!

2006-10-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to cut hair.. Omigod.. i cut so super duper short lor.. Omigod.. Cant believe i cut so short again.. Omigod.. It's very short.. I cant get used to it.. at least 6 years never cut this length le.. Primary school length lor..

Today go driving the instructor saw me did a double take lor.. The same instructor that's very friendly.. Today my driving improved!!! But he say ok la.. not too bad.. still can recognise me.. N when my lesson ended I saw Darren, he could recognise me.. but my hair so short.. hmmm.. sad..

i dunno wat my frentink of this new hairstyle.. Adeline say it's cute.. Fengling n Audrey say it's ok .. just abit short.. omigod... i dunno how to style my hair.. help!!

2006-10-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

Sunday went to VivoCity with LiMing.. wanted to meet her for ages yet always never.. Lots of shops not yet open la.. yet they keep advertising.. Lots of people walking around window shop only.. No one really bought anything..

Den 2plus we decided to go to Sentosa so we bought New York Pizza and boarded the bus at the Harbour Front Interchange into Sentosa.. A super spontaneous decision.. Wanted to go cycling.. so we went to buy shorts at one of the shops there.. bought a size too big.. Den we ate our pizza and changed into our short and started cycling!! We were cycling happily but she fell down when we turned around at one end.. Her mouth, elbow, n knee bled.. So terrible.. Den we turned back to wash..

I met one of the fellow OGLs from DIT there! Hahha.. I forgot his name.. We just said hello and I cycled past.. One of the buggy staff smiled and waved at me everytime I passed him... HAha.. So cheerful.. Thank goodness the haze cleared and we can come out and play.. If not whole holiday never enjoy.. Just work and tuition and take driving only..

Talking about driving, today supposed to be review for Stage 1 subjects.. But it's not very good.. I very nervous.. Should have asked the instructor to allow me to warm up 1st.. I performed averagely.. Lucky the instructor calm me down and help me with some instructions den more steady.. So stress la.. HAha..

I asked me why he wanted to be a driving instructor.. Teach students like me, so dumb and poor coordination and so nervous one, will vomit blood!! Hahah.. N we both had a good laugh.. I like lessons with this instructor.. He's very friendly and will help calm me down.. He already know all my weak points i guess.. Haha.. HAiz.. He said I can do it one, just that i'm nervous nervous den dun perform well.. Must change my nervousness..

School going to reopen soon le, must make use of every chance to try to do my best!! Musn't keep on nervous and nervous.. On the way home met staff from Club Rainbow.. A voluntary organisation for kids.. They help patients with child related diseases.. I thought maybe can volunteer there, or go to World Vision to volunteer.. See how is it la..

2006-10-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

Just came back from hospital.. Brother's off the drip.. But will stay for observation tonight, tomorrow morning he will be discharged.. So.. good la.. His Chinese papers were done quite well.. HAha.. Happy..

Mum n him all over the papers today!!! omg.. The chinese papers spelt his name terribly wrong!! Changed his entire name! So terrible.. If they are not sure, should have at least contact the school confirm first what.. To think that they went down to interview and didn't check the student's name before publishing..

Today the school still had 50 over cases again!! How terrible.. Hope that they'll all recover soon and all students can do well for their exams!!! Monday he still has his Science paper, which he does not have much confident about.. But I still hope it'll be well.. =P

2006-10-06T10:11:00.001+08:00

Was feeling abit sick since Monday.. keep on feeling like nose block.. like got alot of pleghm... den wed go see chinese doctor she say iI'm too heaty.. got "Bi yan".. den gave me medicine.. like now still lidat leh.. and got cough again...

at nite Chern Yue was hospitalised.. He'd been having diarrhoea and vomiting since returning from remedial lesson after his PSLE English paper.. den still had tuition den felt sick.. den 8plus brought him to Raffles Hospital outpatient..

Came back threw up again after eating his medicine.. took some pooridge den eat medicine again throw up again.. Den diarrhoea .. went to rest but he felt queasy.. Den drank some water also vomited.. den midnight mum and dad brought him to Thomson Medical lor...

Thursday he took his Maths exam in the hospital.. He was shivering halfway through the papaer.. den the invigilators asked him to take and drink some milo, but he vomited.. They gave him 2 blankets and he fell asleep.. n was still shivering throughout the 2 blankets!!! den later he continued the paper but was still shivering.. n kept dropping his pen..

den the invigilators asked mum whether wanna let him give up.. n mum said yes.. he looked so terrible and half groggy.. Den they let him give up and brought him back to the room to rest.. (He has taken his exam in another room)

Afternoon around 1plus I went to hopsital bring some things to him.. he had drug allergy to panadol!!! Eyes swollen lor.. like he had been crying all day.. so poor thing.. n was on the drip.. quite abit "de-energized"...

den went to SSDC for my driving lesson.. Earlier in the morning had went market n den to work.. my colleague also sick.. omg.. all sick lor.. such a messy day..

After driving bought bread n went Thomson again.. Coz my bro is a very hungry boy .. n a hungry man is a angry man.. ok la.. he's still abit lethargic.. but much beta le.. not vomiting.. but super hungry but doctor dont allow him to eat.. His form teacher Ms Hamidah was visitng him when i arrived.. Mum said the press came earlier while he was asleep n interviewed mum..

Den the nurse brought dinner for mum - chicken rice which he loves... Den he so poor thing.. he said let him eat abit.. he chew chew den spit out la.. haha.. but cant.. so he watch tv.. The toddler in the bed beside him was also admitted for food poisoning.. Less than 2 years old.. so poor thing.. dun wan to eat medicine cry super loud..

Den later Popo came over to change shift.. at nite she stay n take care of brother.. den dad n sis came to see him after her nite class, den we went home.. most likely he can go back Friday nite le if he's alright..

Afternoon I learnt driving on slopes n moving off from slopes.. So nervous.. quite a steep slope lor.. i was shaking my head wen he asked me to stop on the slope.. omg.. when the instructor asked me to go i couldn't coordinate well enough den the car reversed abit lor.. so scary!!! den tried another few times.. me super dumb la.. cant coordinate.. seriously gonna get hard attack through this lesson.. Always I give instructors heart attack cause i never stop when cars going to pass me den go very near them.. Today the instrucotr give me heart attack.. haha..

I wonder how they assign the instructors to the students.. i'm getting similar instructors.. 2 of which are quite friendly n fun.. haha.. The earlier mentioned instructor is more friendly now but now he gimme heart attack.. haha.. quite exasperating teaching me la.. my coordination quite slow.. n take some time to adapt.. I'm going to progress to Stage 2 le!! Wa.. Quite fast leh.. but in actual comparison i'm slow la.. haha..

2006-10-01T13:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to RP for a talk on CSR... It's quite interesting.. but i nodded off during the talk by the 1st speaker.. OMG!! HAha.. guilty.. people around me lor.. den 2nd speaker more interesting.. got funny videos in between to relieve us of boredom..

HP is a good company.. support CSR practices.. Maybe i might work for HP in future.. HAha.. I'm interested in volunteering .. but sometimes like i'm alone so i don't really wanna go.. Not all my friends like active volunteerism.. I feel that it's something meaningful and fun, i can meet more people.. and learn new things..
but most importantly is have friends that will go together with me.. If not like so lonely and silly dunno anything just go in.. I dun like..

Haha.. Friday during my driving i only stalled once!!! HAahha.. so happy!! Improved my driving.. but my right turn i keep turning into the wrong lane.. Always think that i should take 1st lane.. Actual is should take the right lane... so next time must repeat that.. =>

2006-09-23T11:25:00.000+08:00

So i changed my blogskin.. Coz i keep on cant see the main pic.. N the pets is a bit of a problem.. Hmm.. Found a elegant skin.. N followed Jolyn to change my tag-board.. N added something on!! Sorry Jolyn!! I copycat!! But it looked so pretty on ur blog so i also signed up for accounts!! =P Hope u dun mind!!

But it seems a bit sparse on the right side.. Thinking what else to add.. =P

2006-09-22T10:24:00.000+08:00

Ok/.. Wednesday went for another day of driving.. 2.40pm class.. i had checked the school website earlier see if the instructor 's on duty anot.. n he was.. n i was unsure wheether i'll get him again..

den when i reached the school and saw the TV screen displaying the names and the car no matched to the student, i was all flustered.. i got the instructor.. so nervous.. den tried to calm myself .. saying i want to proof myself.. den sat down and waited til time for lesson coz i was early...

Den toilet queue very long.. and i almostlate.. Other students mostly in the car with the instructor le.. den true enough got that instructor.. But he wsa ok that day la.. So i wasn't so nervous any more.. He talked to me from the start.. so not so nervous.. 2 otehr instructors i got the previous lessons were quite open, so not so quiet and more leisurely.. AT least no near accidents today.. Monday i almost crashed with a mortorcycle turning in the same lane as me.. Haiz.. Me so dangerous driver lor..

Coz i always cnat coordinate my clutch and accelerator.. Den will stall a few times each lesson.. Im oso unbelievably slow when it comes to absorbing the teachings.. Each lesson learn 1 subject only! Total got 30 over lessons, got a few towards the end still neeed to repeat at least once one lor.. Dunno when i'll ever finish learning..

Den he hinted me to consider switch9ing to auto.. Coz in the future i pass my auto license and have gotten used to driving can still come back to take manual license.. No worries.. But it'll cost more right? But no choice, course i'm so dumb.. Every lesson will give the intstructor a heart attack.. Other den 1st lesson, i think every lesson oso got frighten the instructor once.. HAha.. Me so horrible!!! Stupid hands and stupid legs..

But i'll persevere.. I wanna drive.. Hmmm... Wish me luck..

N Wednesday morning got my results..

2A, 3B+, 2B
GPA: 3.652

I'm dropping with every semester.. Sad. Always say will work harder next sem.. But always distracted... Freinds skip lecture i oso skip.. Busy den oso skip tutorial.. But oways guilty.. Den in the end results slipping each semester.. Mum say le musn't get these results again.. Must improve.. How can keep deteriorating.. But... hmmm.. Hopefully in the new semestr can pull up my socks.. I wanna do well to open routes for myself.. I'm a person of varied interests.. Still dunno wat i wanna major in uni.. So must do my best to ensure i can go anywhere i want..

Dun want to be limited by my laziness.. I aready dun have guts le.. Cannot dun have the results to garner me a good ticket to anywhere i wanna go!!

SO DUN DISTRACT ME U PEOPLE!!! HAhha.. Crazy le..

2006-09-10T16:38:00.000+08:00

Started my 1st driving lesson on Friday!! Wat a great experience... Was quite nervous at 1st.. Dunno how I'd handle a car. Even BTT also take must take 3 times.. Den one instructor introduced me to the car instruments, engine, and stuff.. HE was quite friendly so I was quite at ease... Den another instructor came to take over coz this instructor takes motorcycle classes..

Den he introduced more theory theory before driving a round den asked me to take over the wheel.. Den i practised starting the engine.. Quite tedious cause have to balance the feet's pressure on the clutch and accelerator.. Den i kept stalling and i think the instructor was abit fed up... i'm so dumb.. haiz.. n i tot it's easier to be passenger la..

I started moving front and back!!! HAaha... So happy!! Really can drive a car lehz!!
Heeehehe.. Sometimes stall otherwise very happy.. HAaha... Den the 1st session ended!! N went to grab a bite and den waited for the next lesson... My 2nd instructor was a interesting and fun guy... He drove me around the circuit 2 rounds den suddenly stopped and asked me to take over the wheel.. Wa.. Abit nervous again.. Den he reassured me and den i started cruising around.. SO FUN!!! den turned around the circuit myself... haha.. den learned changing gears... 1st, 2nd and neutral gear... he kept asking me to talk to him, if not he sleep.. to make me relax and enjoy driving.. If not i'm very nervous..

At one point, I turned around bends very fast.. N almost banged with a car cause i posed him a question while negotiating a turn and he braked the turned my steering wheel.. I was always super focused on the road ahead only never look at cars beside me.. I'm a dangerous driver.. HAhah..

HOpefully can be a better driver... Hmm.. At night muscle ache.. CAuse driving that time very tense keep on holding back on the acceleraotr and clutch.. Dun dare relax.. Haiz.. Am I a weakling??!! Wanna practice leh.. But like very dangerous..

Have to work.. Now got another task.. Hmm.. really busy.. But i wanna be a good driver ok!!! HAha.. Hmm..

2006-09-07T13:20:00.000+08:00

Ok.. so long never blog le.. exams period.. after that sick with flu, cough, chills.. On friday went to work 1st day den sick le.. at night got chills.. slept in the sofa outside... coz air con made my nose very pain. very dry.. 7plus am went back into the room to sleep.. saturday noon went to sinseh... at night slept in the living room again.. but 2plus felt very warm so went into the room and slept til morning..

Sunday afternoon dad brought us to Tiong Bahru market to eat.. mum wanted to buy incense papers.. at night went back hougang with popo to tuina sinseh.. backache..

This week working lor.. abit slack coz i'm taking over Auntie Lilian (On maternity leave) until my hols end.. but i'm sick myself den tuesday rest at home.. everyone scared of the germs.. Dad got it and spread to the maid, my bro Chern Yue and me.. i lost my voice since saturday.. raspy raspy one.. n headache and eye ache... haiz.. cant go to COMEX!!!!! i had my eye on the SONY laptop!! N got that mouse!! haiz..

den oso din greet Junyun happy bday on her bday 31st Augusust!!!I know u got visit my site! Dun sad and angry k!!! hahaha.. All the best in everything u do!! HAhah... 2mr got driving lesson.. my 1st practical lesson.. havnt passed my FTT.. Ah yi say taking practical lesson that time take FTT understand better.. the car functions.. ok.. hope i can pass with 1 try like Audrey!!! =P

everyday is quite mundane.. 8plus wake up prepare for work.. Den go to work til 5.30pm den go home for dinner.. 7pm to 10pm watch TV.. den go sleepp.. these days dun sleep wel.. i seem to be sleeping later these days after all those project late nights... n i dun rest well... still like panda.. haiz.... must go exercise but still coughing... wanna go fly kite, cycle, swim (dunno how to swim), play badminton.. n go shopping... haha.. when got time???

2006-08-14T11:35:00.000+08:00

Went to watch fireworks on tuesday and friday.. Singapore and New Caledonia Team.. Super nice.. New Caledonia nicer.. they had golden rain and Off-the -sea fireworks.. Wow!!! Excellent..

Saturday celebrated Popo's bday.. Ah yi, Er yi ma, Jiu jiu they all came.. very long time not so crowded le.. Ah yi alays came with a great bunch of kids. haha... very fun n boisterous one..

After dinner Dad led them all to Clifford Pier Neptune restaurant to watch fireworks.. Great view n directly opposite the works..
They left 8.20pm..
Works started 9.pm..
Ended 9.15pm..
Stuck in carpark 1hr..
Reached home 11pm..

Teh kids were all ravenous and ate 1 packet of maggi mee each after eating the cake.. haha..

Sunday there was a sudden bout of huge rain.. Found out on news that there was a water sprout.. People din take the lesson of the tsunami.. Locals and tourists alike all swarmed towards the sea to take pictures.. They should be more aware of risks with tsunamis and storms becoming common occurences all over the world.. What if one day these also happen in Singapore?

Monday August 14, 10:17 AM
Beachgoers at Sentosa get surprise sighting of a waterspout
A waterspout - commonly known as tornadoes over the sea - has been spotted off the coast of Sentosa, spooking many who were spending a lazy Sunday on the beach.
Our reporter spoke to many eyewitnesses on the great storm that came and went in the blink of an eye.
Sunny clear skies turned dark and stormy in less than 3 minutes at around 12 noon on Sunday off Siloso Beach, according to eyewitnesses.
"It was very sunny, then we walked to the café here to have lunch, then the clouds start to form very dark and I saw something very black that form from the sky and it drops all the way down to the sea and after that it starts spinning and when it spin, it gets very big. I've never seen that before," said one eyewitness.
"What we thought was a small typhoon started forming, and once it was formed, everybody was moving towards it and the swimmers were running out of the water because the current was pulling them along. Water was being sucked up like a vacuum from the typhoon," said another.
Instead of seeking shelter, tourists and locals ran to the beachfront and started to take pictures.
The water spout lasted less than 5 minutes.
It also rained for a little while then it was calm again.
The National Environment Agency said intense thunderstorms were the cause of the phenomenon.
Waterspouts are similar to tornadoes - both are formed by air rushing into an area of low pressure, such as when cold air rushes into an area of warm air.
As the air converges, strong convection currents are formed and a funnel starts to form at the surface of the sea and extends vertically.
The water column in a waterspout is not drawn up from the sea but is caused by the condensation of water vapour around the low-pressure centre.
The average diameter of a waterspout is 50 metres and it has average wind speeds of up to 150 kilometres per hour.
Despite its appearance, water spouts in general are not dangerous.
This is because it dissipates as it grows closer to the shore as moisture is being cut off.
But while it is safe for people on shore, waterspouts can cause considerable damage to small boats. - CNA/ch

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/060814/5/singapore224647.html

2006-08-09T12:02:00.000+08:00

Was feeling out of sorts last week.. now with all ht projects settled.. things are better.. t.a is still lidat.. so lidat lor..

(And the pills were just relaxant pills.. not any bad pills.. )

Hmm.. more happy and relaxed now with projects all over. But will have to start preparing for the exams if I wanna maintain my As... Went to watch fireworks last night.. Very nice.. I loved the blinking red ones.. super nice..

Friday and Saturday got again..

At home.. got problems again.. Haiz.. stressed.. sad... frustrated..

missing ... ... ... ... ... ... .....

2006-07-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

i'm popping pills again... very stressed... i cant take it... i really trying my best but yet t.a still nonchalant... as if i'm really kidding.. n never make it happen.. just sitting around hoping for miracle to drop from the sky..

it's not my fault... t.a got all the ok ones... ok maybe i din do my part well... but surely t.a still can help rite.... i'm so tired... i do alot for other stuffs t.a got say anot... just accept wat... i stay up t.a oso dunno.. just becoz my ways different doesn't mean that wat..

i wish i can be like ......... just say all things out.. people talk, so? still need to live on wat... why am i taking things so hard.. it's so like the jc days now.. no one understands what i'm feeling inside.. i really need to shout..

just now i tot of just breaking down.. maybe get myself into some serious thing so i can drop everything else.. i'm shirking responsibility... i shun be lidat.. it's weakling behavior.. but who's there to listen? n help.. i'm asking too much..

i dun wan the disorder to return again.. i dun wan........... but why no one understands?

2006-07-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. din noe my class so many weird people.. so many quirks out day by day.. ok.. maybe we are quirky too.. we gossip alot actually.. always first to leave the class when teacher dismiss.. haha.. are we bad?? like abit rude.. but teacher say can go off le rite?? haha..

yesterday at home got problem again.. haiz.. I hope we can solve it soon.. it not it's hazardous to Popo's health.. n i just hope it doesn't worsen..

projects are all reaching their deadlines.. but we are so slack!! so guilty!! but so slack!! i must work hard!! I'm going business track le.. with audrey and feng ling.. but angel in IT trackk.. hmm. ..abit lonely for her la..

i heard there's overseas attachment program in year3 or something.. i'm interested in going after what audrey said.. it'll be good for the portfolio.. but i hope we both can go together and learn more things..

2006-07-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

Projects are terrible.. especially project modules!! You have to do all on your own. Teacher don't teach you much. You figure out on your own really got problem then can go look for them. And i'm so terrible at them. Last time was java. Now is asp.net. I don't want go IT route le. Confirm plus chop plus guarantee. Only when comparing the exams with business modules are they easier to score as IT modules are straight answers whereas you have to argue your case for business modules.

I had been trying all weekend at the same few pages only and all give me the same dumb error. Redo again and again, open up new project folders also cannot. Then ask Scott and Nadz for help .After a few hours, they did it!! So grateful to them. Then, I was worried that I cannot put it back into my original project folder to incorporate with the rest of the group members. Still got errors unsolved..

Monday supposed to show Mdm Loh our project progress so far.. We went early to school to try to work as Angel's part also can't work.. I was so sad and I was so afraid I'll fail my project!! In hte lab, I thought, just make myself faint.. Easy way out.. I was super stressed.. I went to the toilet.. Wanted to cry out.. Never been so stressed for a long time le..

Since the JC days when I was so stressed about the exams and NAFTA test.. Sunday night I had thought make myself absent don't go school can edit my project.. but still .. i felt terrible la..

Den had no time for lunch .. just rushing to solve the errors.. no one could help.. den asked Mdm Loh for extension to show her 2mr.. Skipped Biz Comm and lecture afterwards went home to do proj quick..

tues morning went to ask Kartika for help.. she finally help me solve something momentarily.. at least got somehting to show teacher.. but that was only a small bit cna't give me much marks.. Very scared that i'll fail.. tense all the way until I met her.. She gave me another chance and asked me to show her again on Monday..

Finally on Thursday can run more tasks super happy!! Really super happy!! Finally able to relax abit.. So happy.. Audrey fell sick and went home after we showed Mdm Loh our prototype.. but still have to continue to do more to make it work.. hope can work the project fast.. never been so depressed for a project before.. Just wanna get an A.. dun need a distinction.. Just want to continue to do well .. Dun wanna fall too low..

Haiz..

2006-07-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

so relax a while le.. now get to serious business .. been rushing my eCPJ project... but some how my progress is super slow.. my lap top keep hanging.. dunno why "My Computer" keep hanging.. den cant work.. once the blue screen came out.. i thought it's the end le..

lucky ok.. it's like we have quite a few reference codes.. but i dun really understand them n dun wish to cut and paste.. the rest have done up most of their work le.. but my shopping cart function is quite crucial to the project.. trying to rush it out.. i dun wanna slack.. but really cant work.. n cant just lidat dump it all in .. i feel so useless..

exams' round the corner.. yet i'm like slacking lidat.. i very scared.. hmm.. wat to do??

2006-07-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

This is just a trailer of titanic.. but i love the song.. Angel of mine.. so nice.. so sweet.. heehee.. makes me so soft and lovey-doovey.. the song very nice..

Angel Of Mine
Eternal(Greatest Hits)

Oh, Angel

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought I'd never find
Angel of mine

I look at you (looking at you) looking at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
Gonna love you 'til the end of time
Angel of mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show

You came into my life sent from above
Better than a dream, such a perfect love
And I'll adore you 'til the end of time
Angel of mine
Woah waoh, angel, yeah, oh

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel, angel, of mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show

You came into my life (my life) sent from above
Better than a dream, such a perfect love, perfect love
And I'll adore you 'til the end of time
Angel, angel, of mine, of mine
Angel, oh angel, angel

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new
Every breath I take or vow that I make
I want to share it with you, share it with you

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought I'd never find
Angel of mine

You came into my life, sent from above, up above baby
Better than a dream, such a perfect love
You're such a perfect love
And I'll adore you 'til the end of time
Angel of mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
I look at you, looking at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
Gonna love you 'til 'til the end of time
Angel of mine

2006-07-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

Titanic Two : The Surface..

I thought it's the real thing and was planning to date my galfren for the show.. then now came upon it in YouTube then know that it's fakey.. Seriously it was quite an interesting trailer!! REally should produce it into a story if possible!! I like it.. very interesting story line that this person thought of.. A team of people went underground and came upon Jack frozen in a huge slab of ice and brought him back to life.. in a new world.. in a future where he.......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vD4OnHCRd_4

2006-06-30T22:43:00.001+08:00

New Update

ok.. so i finally updating.. am i too lazy janell?? haha.. busy rushing out projects.. over the 2 week break had Biz environment, Biz Communication, Financial Mgt, DBMS, E-Commerce project.. Wa.. terrible la.. yet we slacking alot.. so we deserve it la.. but still.. tired la.. abit stressed..

got back a few ICAs that we took before the semester break.. i just passed my FM only.. the others were quite ok.. sad about my FM.. haizz.. must buck up!! Must be top 10%!! if can, top 5%!! den keep my options open.. still dun really know wat i wan to do upon graduation.. becoz i wanna be entrepreneur.. yet i need experience.. den dunno wanna go University anot.. so.. very blur la.. hmm..

Now is the choosing Biz or IT track phase.. i had always wanted Biz.. I like the subjcts better.. but the IT modules are easier to score.. N the seniors all keep saying it's easy to take IT track.. actually i'm fine with both since my results are good enough.. but.. i dun wanna regret.. In 3rd year have final year project.. those who take Biz track might loose out becoz IT track people can use what they have learnt in the electives to aid in the project.. Which Biz track never learn.. N Biz subjects can be picked up in the market anywhere whereas IT subjects, in private schools when we wanna take them to upgrade ourselves in the future, we are only rote learning.. dun have to do project and apply what we learn immediately.. So i'm in a dilemma.. How??

IT modules: Knowledge Mgt, IT in Logistics Service, Mobile Applications Development, Operating Systems

Operating Systems
-Overview on different types of operating systems such as Windows
NT/2000/XP,Linux and Unix, as well as their general functions.

Mobile Applications Development
- Introduces concepts and features of the mobile devices and in-trend programming techniques used to build applications running on mobile devices.

IT in Logistics Services
- This module introduces the key elements of logistics and supply chain systems including
inventory management, supply and procurement, warehousing, transportation and value-
added services. The module also covers e-logistics and e-supply chain management,
performance measures, optimisations of a logistics system as well as the concept and
implementation of logistic market places using case studies and examples .Industrial standard
software packages will be used for practical sessions to reinforce the understanding of the
topics covered. IT systems and applications in logistic planning and executions will also be
covered.

Knowledge Management
- develop and implement knowledge management application systems such as the group memory systems, web-based decision support portals, inter-enterprise portals, click stream analysis and business intelligence.

Biz modules: Customer Relationship Mgt, Internet MArketing, International Business, Global Supply Chain Mgt

Customer Relationship Management
- provide students with a good understanding of Customer Relationship
Management (CRM)in the fast changing global business environment driven by e-business.

International Business
- provides a basic understanding of the globalisation of business and borderless
trade.

Internet Marketing
- explore how these explosive new capabilities
can be used in the primary area of business which communicates with customers - Marketing!

Global Supply Chain Management
- Provides an understanding of the supply chain on a global scale covering the flow of goods
from supplier through manufacturing and distribution chains to the end-user.

Biz or IT?????

Volunteer for World Vision 30Hour Famine Camp

2006-06-20T13:13:00.000+08:00

Volunteer for World Vision 30Hour Famine Camp

I wanted to blog on Friday.. but didn't.. den now forgot wat i wanted to write.. Anyway.. Sunday went to Tampines St 82.. Volunteered for the World Vision 30Hour Famine Camp as Facilitators for the students collecting newspapers and old clothings for the poor children in Sri Lanka, Cambodia, India... n more countries.. Actually thought we were just facilitators! Turned out we were the collectors! s Jun Yun and I were assigned to different groups, we went to the location separately..

I thought she would be late as when I took 72, it was always a long journey to Tampines.. Turned out she was just on time while I took the wrong bus and had to waste $$$ on a taxi trip.. I was supposed to take 23 or 65 to Tampines and then change to take 293 to my destination but turned out that i took the wrong direction.. Took 65 to Harbourfront!!! Den had to speed taxi down.. How dumb..

We reached there only 8 of us.. from 2 groups.. Supposed to be each group at least 8 people covering 3 to 4 blocks each.. Turned out so many people didn't turn up.. I feel that they should have at least contacted the person-in-charge.. So that they can organise back up people.. Jun Yun's group only had her and the group IC only..

In addition., the IC's contact was not given.. Anyway, they all transpired by e-mail and it was said that some people do not check e-mail often and therefore missed the event.. The ICs could have contacted the group members the previous night to remind them of the event the next day.. At least would have a clearer idea of the attendance rate.. This event has been on for a few years already, surely someone would have known the problem and tried to deal with it?? Hmm..

Wendy and Kenny were the two ICs.. We combined as we were taking blocks 842B to 842H.. 7 blocks and only 8 of us.. And each block had 16 storeys.. To be finished in 5 hours.. Quite a challenge.. My group had Shannon and Yi Zhen.. We all knew no one here.. The other group were 3 gal frens who came together.. So it was set that the 2 teams take alternate levels, we finish 1 block together then move on to the next block..

As we started at 9am, some families would not wake up so early on a Sunday so there wasn't much newspapers at first.. The 3 of us went door-to-door together.. Then when there was a collection, we bring to the lift then go back to knocking the doors again.. So quite slow at first.. Then we changed to 1 person knock 1 door.. Den at the 3rd block, one person in charge of 1 level.. But some families had super lots of newspapers and had to take to the lift and back to the house again several trips.. Tiring..

Got 1 family there were 2 macho guys ordered to bring out the newspapers by their mum.. The younger brother, probably my age, actually used his foot to push the bag of newspapers out!And look at me carrying it up! How rude! Even if I said i didn't need help he could still carry it out of his house for me too rather than kick it out!! Hmm..

Den continued on lugging and knocking on doors.. My sprained ankle acted up again.. So was super tired when we finally finished by 1pm! Didn't care about dirtiness and just sat down on the corridor floor.. Since carrying all the newspapers already made me smelly and dirty.. Hahah..

Jun Yun's group got conned by the Karang Guni Man!!!!! They posed as World Vision staff and helped ferry them to another group they wanted to combine with ( Both groups had little people) but were denied by HQ and then ferried them back to their assigned location, and made off with their collections while Jun Yun and her IC went door-to-door!! How Mean!!! This collections were meant to help the poor children yet the garung guni take away for their own profits! N 1 family had even donated a carpet for World Vision! Jun Yun was so angry.. Hmm.. Really learned alot this session..

Den we went to Tampines Mall for Lunch.. and went home, bathed and napped and had dinner..

2006-06-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! HOLS!!!

Spent the first day, today, at Mandarin Hotel with Jun Yun.. haha.. ok.. go Red Earth Secret Glam Party..Just for fun.. haha.. ok.. call me vain.. but curious how's this type of event is like..

turned out that all the girls.. and some women were quite un-enthusiastic..had a make over n photo shoot as well as a talk by Audrey Quek from Qudrey Quek Image Consultancy.. to know more about body shape and dressing.. den the celebrity Make up Artist ( i forgot his name) was super fun!! He spiced up the event immediately with his super enthu ways!! Den we had refreshments by MezeBar,... lots of chocolate desserts.. Den me and Jun Yun went to take neo prints at Heereen.. Den went to Sasa at Wisma Atria buy masks.. N shopped around awhile den went home.. AHha.. so tired..

Got projects to do.. Financial management.. E-Commerce.. Business Environment.. After term break have to choose the path to take le.. Biz or IT .. I think i taking Biz.. although the 2 senoirs were from IT path sid it's easier.. which i agree coz IT qns always structured one.. definitely give answer will correct le.. wun have to argue in essay one..

But i like Biz subjects beta.. Hmm.. hope Audrey , Feng Ling, Angel and I can still stay together in the same class after re-banding..

Superwoman Karyn White

2006-05-27T13:04:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me
Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me
We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak
I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby
I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk
You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you've changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care
I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I'm not your superwoman (Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (Hey)
And think that everything's okay (Don't let me down, don't you let me down)
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human, yeah)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token (Ooh, ooh) of love from you to me
Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my love everlasting love if you'll return love to me
I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no, oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me (Oh, no)
If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me, oh, ho, ho
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, ooh, ooh, hoo
I need love
I need just your love
I'm not your superwoman (Oh, no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down (You can let down)
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human (I'm only human)
This girl needs more than occasional (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hugs as a token of love from you to me
I'm not your superwoman

2006-05-27T12:07:00.000+08:00

Ok.. to update on my life, nothing much's happening.. it's quite boring actually.. except during some funny anecdotes Angel brings up in school.. life is mundane.. Audrey's having some excitement in her life.. n we're edging her on to go faster!!! HAha..

Ok.. I also hope for some interesting things to happen.. n have more things to do.. i wanna take up a cca.. but i dun like being alone.. shud go out n make more frens in a new cca yet i'm saying the opposite stuff.. Am I dumb? But seriously, if no friends to share your interest, it's quite boring n sad.. n den slowly will drop out.. hmm..

I know how to encourage Jun Yun.. but just can't encourage myself.. Last night, chatted with old frens on msn.. Was talking to Janell, Adeline den Junelle came up.. like everyone feels my nick is super obvious.. coz acutally today's -- .. i was going to wish ... but den Janell said no.. Only gonna make myself sad.. So i didn't.. n maybe my resolve might slip later on.. n Janell's gonna scold me la.. haha.. Junelle came up saw my nick n asked me lor.. haha.. "Janell says: Get over it!" den she curious la.. den i ask janell n ade my nick v obvious meh n they say ya.. so hmm... but...

haiz.. i say i tried to distract myself le.. tink of others.. den like despo lidat.. haha.. Ade laugh la.. but den i feel guilty n den tink .... again.. so in the end.. i told myself move on loads of times le.. but... it just goes on n off.. haha.. i'll be ok... so lidat lor...

anyway i tink i didn't update on the Vesak day event at Suntec.. We were supposed to dress in foreign costumes and present offerings to the Buddha.. I wore the Japanese costume while Jiaqi wore the Vietnamese costume.. She offered flowers , incense and presented a short item of dance along with some others.. I presented prayer beads to the Buddha.. In the day time, i went to help out at the Vegetarian Food Fair stalls along with Popo, mum, da yi ma n er yi ma n my siblings n cousins.. But my cousins n brothers ran off as there were quite alot of people helping then n there was not much for them to do..

I saw KArtika with her guardians n they patronised our stall!! Hahah.. den supposed to gather at 4pm for make up.. so i went to wash up and den went to the tent to have my makeup put on.. The auntie put on too much foundation i was so white lor.. den the hairdresser helped us decorate our headgear.. den we went to Carl's Junior for some light dinner..

Yuanling, Jessie, Joey, Shandy and me were outside the store when all the waiters suddenly greeted us a resounding Welcome! HAha.. Coz like all of us made up le den like very special lidat.. was quite shocked lor.. everyone turned and look at us.. den we just decided to order some fries la.. Den they were very attentive to us.. hahah.. n when we left.. they also said" Please come again!" haha..

Den went to change into our costumes and i looked more like a Japanese then.. coz i too dark la.. without the makeup and all dun look like Japanese.. haha.. It was quite a fun experience overall la.. It's an annual activity so the gals said they'll be joining again next year!! haha... below are the pics..

Me, Shandy, "The Pink Girl", Joey, Jessie, Kelly

Me & San Yi

Jessie, Shandy, Me, Joey

2006-05-21T13:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out with Janell.. long time never see her.. wanted to watch Da Vinci Code.. Ended up couldn't coz too long queue and all tics selling fast up to mid night show.. so in the end din't cause she suddenly felt like fainting.. i was so worried i had been so neglecting her lor.. cause i went to the other side to try the e-ticketing booth but to no availl... She didn't take breakfast.. den we went to Foddcourt asked her seat down a while den went to Long John..

She ate for 1hour plus!!! AHahahha... So long lor.. I went toilet twice leh.. drank to much water.. HAhah.. Janell dun scold me huh.. She said she eat very long one.. I din expect that.. Coz in the past i dun tink got so long wat.. Wanted to ask her, school days she didn't eat so long one wat.. Den we went shop shop around PS..

Den went to Spot light.. Lots of handicraft stuff!!!! I wanted to buy up the handicraft session lor!!! hahaha.. Also bought My Lovely SamSoon and My 18 year old Bride.. 2 for $50!!!

Den went reached home at 6plus.. Mum they all came.. She said Ah yi got Sam soon!!! Aiya..waste my money..

Later goign out to Auntie Poh Kim's Vesak Day volunteer party.. Tomorrow got Financial Management test!!! Hope i can do well!!!

2006-05-13T11:50:00.000+08:00

Be Without You by Mary J Blige

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn’t deal nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People start off as a phase
Said we can’t see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It’s so true that (yes)
We’ve been through it(yes)
We got real shit (yes)
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin’ behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I’ll be faithful (yes)
I’m for real (yes)
And with us you’ll always know the deal
We’ve been...

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

See this is real talk I’m always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you’re down on love or don’t believe
This ain’t for you (no, this ain’t for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it’s true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she’s the one (fellas tell your lady she’s the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got you locked
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We’ve been...

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

2006-05-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

Anyway,... sprained my leg on Wednesday.. Missed the last step of stairs outside my home while going to school.. fell to the floor and cried lor.. wept buckets.. my neighbour helped soothed me and i had to go to school coz i holding on to Feng Ling and Audrey's lanyards..

den i called drey and she said she's gonna drag me to doctor.. met marcus while waiting for taxi and he saw me crying so din take the bus.. then we took taxi together.. reach school wait for drey den pass lanyard to marcus to tap.. actually before coming had thought that just call marcus ask him come take from me and i dun go school le.. miss the director's meeting and Voice out meeting lor.. but just dunno why got this nagging doubt to go..

hmm.. den drey drag me to doctor adn den we took bus back.. she accompanied me home and missed the lessons.. so thankful!! haha.. n her Bday coming le.. 14 may ...

went chinese sinseh la.. still havnt ok.. hmmm...

2006-05-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

Ok.. so election day is today.. aynway we'll always support PAP.. haha.. cause grandma says we should be grateful.. without them, we'll still be a 3rd world country.. the opposition talks about giving benefits for those retrenced. That would be like one of the prime countries' way of life.. n that had turned out not so well if you remember your history lessons.. Even i a 18 year old understands Lee Kuan Yew's logic why do a 50 year old man and their supporters keep asking for retrenchment benefits? People would just all rather be retrenched and wait fo rthe government to support them. Who would want to go to work?

I think in History lessons, teachers should drill what the government has done for us so far. Compare with the strong and weak countries. How did we emerge from a 3rd world struggling orphan to a 1st class state in a matter of 30 years. I'm glad i took up Pure History in secondary school. We studied Singapore and Malaya's History and understood the reasons and ways of the policies that thus brought about such a high standard of life for us now. Sure.. Everything is expensive now. But would you rather struggle for basic food and clean water and proper medical facilities like in Africa and Kenya??? We shouldn't keep complaining all is expensive and government should help and help and help. Yes, we do lament at times, but... Haiz..

MM Lee Kuan Yew's Memoirs is a great read too.. Actually, secondary schools should make it part of National Education to read about his memoirs and write a piece of 300 word commentary to allow our younger generation to understand the government's painstaking decisions and reasons behind their actions.. Not wait until our great leaders has passed on to feel the need to write days of articles about them..

Hope this blog din't offend anyone.. =P

2006-04-22T00:18:00.000+08:00

Changed my skin.. School reopen for one week le.. so far nothing much going on... just getting used to school life again.. N i'm in Voice Out.. but abit lonely la.. Cause i wasn't around when they allocated positions and roles for everybody and which event to join.. N 1st meeitng also never go.. no one informed me at all!! so i'm quite left out. especially since now JiaQi is SM.. Top ICs.. Of coz i'm happy for her la.. I mite not necessary get same roles as her even if i attended the first of the first talks.. But at least, got similar wavelength..

I felt quite lonely and the new girl.. But i'm not actually one.. yet i'm one.. hhaha.. Ok.. abit messy.. Just lonely la.. But drey they all no interest.. So lidat lor.. I dun want to pull out.. I wanna have fun and enjoy and make more friends and stuff.. So MAKE FRENS!!! hahah..

This semester like all the modules need to do project.. So must work hard... Im not going to slack on my E-commerce project... I delayed and delayed my Java project not paying enough attention and got a poor grade.. I'm gonna graduate with A Diploma with Merit.. Yes.. MY aim.. So work towards it!!!

Tomorrow going out with Junyun.. N forgot to bring her bracelet and bracelet.. n never give FengLing n Angel hp chain.. forever one.. day time remember but by the time i leave the house it's at the back of my head.. HAi.z.. I owe her long long time ago le.. So ppl, if i owe you all any thing, serious things, remind me before meeting me.. If not my memory is bad..

I keep getting backflow of the gastric juice up my throat.. Once in a while.. but not too long ago, i saw the news report that people like this is sickk.. Called "Wei suan dao liu zheng" in chinese.. Quite dangerous affliction actually.. I meant to go to the doctor but it's quite odd la.. Just tell the doctor "I think i got wei suan dao liu zheng." lidat meh?? abit odd rite? Hmmm...

N my tail bone has not recovered.. recently dad had that bout of pimple on n i prayed that he recover quickly.. n....... so is it to my tail bone now?? hmm.. nevermind. just that it's quite painful sometimes.. I got eat calcium n lu zao n stuff.. but somehow, it came back again... So ?? hmm.. take each pain as it goes la.. Surgery also dun give me perfect guarantee of recovery... sO lidat la.. Going bed le.. hmm... pain...

2006-04-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

ok.. so now orientation turned out pretty good.. but still afew hiccups here and there.. i din stay on for nite stuffs.. since i had to go home for dinner.. gastric pains for 2 days.. hmm.. gotta go see doc le..

day 1 orientation we met at school at 6am.. but briefing started around 6.30am?? so late lor.. den ask us come so early i 4plus wake up le.. dun dare to sleep back.. was to be usher for VIPs along with Jia Qi, May, Wen Tao and Sabrina.. wore white shirt and black skirt and when we walked from atrium toilet to audi, all turned and looked at us!!! Ahahahh.. Den kimo whipped out his hp and asked can have our numbers anot.. They said seniors picked us out to be ushers one, and ushers have to be quite presentable.. wow.. i din tink myself to be that.. so quite honoured to be given the task.. but the heels i wore were those i bought in sec2 for choir!!! leg pain leh.. was limping within 15minutes and had to put 2 plaster over the left leg wound as it was cut deep..

frighteningly did the ushering for we din noe who was who with 11 VIPs and 50 over staff.. den wen it was over we changed into ogl tee and joined our respective classes where we headed for lunch.. i had to bring 20 packets of food to block S from the atrium and it was real heavy.. forgot to ask a freshie to help me.. heavy sia...

den began a round of introduction of freshies.. who were super quiet.. espcially the guys.. afew of them bonded la.. n me very noisy tried to get them to talk lor..

den we went on campus tour and next went on to games.. by then we were more or less acquainted with each other as i asked for rounds after rounds of name introduction to play the game concentration.. freshies' day ended at 6pm while ogls had our debrief and went home 8plus.. by the time i settled, bathed and eaten, it was 10..

next day met at 7am.. but reached school all they did was dilly dally.. so long den start briefing.. hmm.. made us wake up so early do nothing.. Den the freshies had maths lesson in the morning.. the lecturer was super hilarious la.. Dunno to be happy or sad that he's so frilovous.. Like never teach anything lidat..

He said now still orientation so dun get so serious.. If that's the case, why schedule a 2 1/2 hr lesson during orientation?? waste of time la.. N he spoiled the OHP machine when he stepped and broke the wire lor.. Still say lucky he found out if not he get electrocuted.. Terrible la..

Den had lunch at Mac.. a disaster lor.. Coz din start going early to confirm the orders and it was such a huge mess up when there were insufficient orders and OGLs were just snatching, yes SNATCHING, up any new fillets brought over from the counter to give the freshies.. Quite a terrible image la.. Wasted alot of time there and for a moment tension was everywhere in the air and I felt very guilty... For snatching fillets for my class.. becoz the cashiers gave wrong number of fillets.. We had ordered more fillets but in the end, still got quite a number of MCChicken left over..

Next was the PC hands on session.. Wai Leng had to go to the dance tingy so let me n Ken but he was BI IC and had to run around collecting money for next day's lunch so in the end, me take care of the class lor.. At blk M the PCs were terrible la.. can't load the SIT page.. for some labs la.. Some are fine.. So I used the handouts to explain the functions and it was quite tedious cause I din know if they wud know the exact thing to do when they finally log in themselves..

If not for the visiting contingency from overseas, lecturers i guess, since they were all quite old.. or maybe is industrial people coming for exchange education trip.. we would be able to use the blk L labs.. our own school.. ahhaha..

Den 3/4 way thru my explanation, Olive asked me to join Terence's class to listen to their explanation since their lab was fine.. So we moved over and listened to TErence speak.. But he was abit of a canon and my freshies wer quite like.. Huh??? So after he finished, gathered them to listen to me while i demoed on a PC.. Save for Rick n Jun Kai who were playing with their fren..

Den went to Blk L lvl 6 for the orientation packages.. they were terrible lor.. all the sizes were big and still said that they had upsized.. No S only M upwards.. waste freshies' money.. Den there was the fire drill.. we started to line up in the basketball court den it started raining lor.. HAiz.. like last year when we were freshies.. Den we went back to play games..

There was the cheer competition and in the end they gave all their might despite being a little soft during the trial.. "Mama shuo bu yao zhuo diu lian de shi"!! ahhaha.. Started by Ming Hui.. coz they din wan to cheer den i said if they were soundless when they cheer den it's diu lian.. AHhhaha.. BI0601 rocks!!!

Left at 8plus to go home.. Popo waiting .. den went to buy freshies' presents.. Din noe wat to buy so got them some smiley face badges hope they'll enjoy life in NYP SIT.. and cards to write some stuff for them.. N for gals, I added a pair of my hand made earrings each.. Stayed up til 12am to finish lor..

Den next morning 8 met in school.. Went to Mac after briefing to prepare all the gidts to be ready.. Coz the cards had to have some words for the freshies by Wai Leng and Ken as well!! more personalised.. den got some pens for the guys and inserted strips of paper bearing their name.. So also abit more special.. AHahha.. Den i ahd to go for the Finale preparation since i was usher..

But i was just watching them rehearse and doing nothing else la.. Waste time that i could spend with my freshies.. hmm.. hahha.. den ater a while we were supposed to go for lunch and be back to change by 11.30am.. me and May went back to join our freshies who were playing games.. den i chatted with them before going back to join JiaQi, WenTao, Sabrina and May to change into our formal wear.. Later when the freshies came into audi for the finale, they were abit shocked to see me in formal wear.. HAhah..

Den stood beside Mr John Tan, our SIT director during Prize Presentation to pass him the prizes for the Rainbow AGogo dance competition.. there were small hitch ups in between la.. but other wise quite fine.. Den changed into OGL tee and jeans before going back to join our classes.. Watched the skit at the top of the audi where OGLs were all supposed to sit.. Whooped and cheered for Granny, a superbly funny character lor.. hahah.. Ehh.. Cramp.. AHahhah... It was really a great time we had..

Den everything ended very early and we brought our class outside the audi into the atrium to settle some class matters, choosing class chairperson and telling them how to meet on Mon n gave them a glimpse of their timetable and give them their gifts.. It was slated to end around 5pm.. but around 4pm most classes had left.. I had gastric pain so left then without staying for debrief and the celebration party afterwards..

After all, it was a great orientation.. although some matters like the dilly dallying and the messy Mac and crazy T shirt stuff that was quite problematic.. N BI0601 is a great class!! More SIT club activities club coming up.. I've joined VoiceOut 06!! Singing competition la.. As USHER again!! coz i wasn't there on Thurs when they discussed what to join and stuff so Senior Bobby just anyhow assign a job for me lor.. Anything la.. just join and meet more frens and enjoy myself!! REally made alot of new frens and had lots of fun!!

2006-03-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

This holiday is not an enjoyable one... i got my results.. it's bad la.. 2As, 3B+, 2Bs.. Who ask me to slack.. they accumulate GPA one lor.. i shud be happy this sem la.. coz it helped pull up my total GPA.. 3.685.. Last sem was 3.857... dropped alot la.. too slacked le.. keep telling myself not to slack.. but in the end still slack... now regret lor.. n so lucky MR Tham still believe in me give me good grades for OOPP.. i tot i'd get a C or D with such lousy presentation..

Den joined OGL.. actually i pulled out before the exam.. coz there's actually a camp rite after exams and if we join, have to commit the entire month and there's no holidays at all.. super tiring.. So me and Drey pulled out.. den last week 3 people contacted me ask me join again.. I wavered n joined.. Now abit regret..

Tuesday onwards everyday go back school.. quite tiring la.. but can meet new frens.. some of them really extremely hyper lor!! in the morning we played orientation games to familiarise with the games so that we can better explain them to the freshies on the actual event.. i joined Jiaqi and her classmates.. abit out sometimes la.. Den left at 3.30pm.. got sth on..

Next day more eventful.. n started the dance.. the freshies have to present a peroformance and we have to learn some dance and teach them la.. at 1st they said there's someone teaching so i tot shud be quite fun la.. In the end they said the person had something on cant make it den end up we have to choreograph ourselves.. i have no background and am quite stiff la.. so end up being quite useless lor..

Jiaqi and a Malay gal choreographed some steps to the song Run It.. a modern dance segment.. IT's supposed to be like a storyline dance, with robotic (early morning wake up)-->rush( to school/ work)-->modern (thru the day)-->pair dance( Dating after work)-->Disco(party time)... Den me n Sze Kee tot pair dance easier to learn n dance la.. so we went one side to try to think of some steps but was unfruitful..

Earlier we spent ALOT of time choosing the songs and i tot some of the others were quite displeased at our "slack attitude".. becoz there's actually lots of work to be done.. choreograph, practice for 5 songs!! it's wednesday and next morning 11am have to show at least 1 proper dance to the seniors and it's aready quite late la..

Other departments also quite hectic i feel.. but also slack slack.. except the finale dept which we are a part of actually.. They rehearsed the skit actively and were very hardworking.. Some helped the props dept build up stuffs.. others busied with the logistics stuff...

actually i feel that they are quite disorganised la.. only the finale super active with their own stuff only.. every morning we play games together (minus finale people).. den 3pm after lunch do own stuff like help props dept make props or help logistics dept buy materials for props dept..

but tuesday super slack lor.. they were actually playing games in the noon when there's so much stuff undone!! it's quite ridiculous la.. in the morning they had said that there's lots of stuff undone.. seniors last year took 3 weeks to finish a MRT prop.. n we are only left with 2 weeks plus and nothing has started much.. still collecting newspapers and cardboards and stuff only.. like they dun really worry about the deadline at all.. I myself am quite worried lor..

den the dance team had little volunteers n no actual person to teach us.. sure.. if they expected us to choreograph ourselves, they have to say it first.. den ask people to help choreograph and others can learn and den teach the freshies.. but they din.. just ask ppl volunteer.. n ppl think it's fun and simple with coaches ready join le den waste time.. i admit i was wasting time den becoz i simply just joined for the fun of it. i am prepared to commit if u all are active and ready. but actual fact not.. i am guilty lor.. i really dunno how to choreograph.. den they say it's easy.. wait for others to choreograph den i learn.. but i'm afraid we cant meet deadlines and i am wasting everyone's time. it's quite sad la when in actual fact so much is undone.

We have to learn and grow. But this is quite a odd lesson. The seniors can provide more advice help instead of being there at the end of the day and scolding the leaders for not doing a good job. after all, they are 1st-timers. Some may be natural leaders, but overall, it is still abit ill-managed as not all is running effectively and efficiently. so many people taking on dual or even triple duties. they can beta allocate the tasks so that some are not so stressed n many are doing nothing.

People like me are sitting on the fence doing nothing. I am guilty i admit but seriously i tried to choreograph and i think i copied the seniors' pervious year's moves which will definitely be rejected. So i think if it's still the same case next week, i will help the props or something. beta den sitting there doing nothing and feel guilty and stupid about it.

I apologise if i offend anyone. but i have to speak out and anyway, i dun think anyone involved will visit my blog... I dun mind comments since i'm commenting constructively.. n i'm not offending anyone anyway..

err... rite?????

2006-03-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

ok.. very long never update le.. went Genting last weekend with Popo (my grandma).. Actually is temple members organized tour.. shud visit FGS(M'sia) one.. but Monday they are closed.. so only go Genting and KL on the last day.. Saturday morning woke up at 5plus to prepare den left at 6.30 take taxi go Eunos MRT assemble.. den7plus the buses left for Malaysia... As my tailbone still havnt recovered.. i brought the medical "donut" along for the trip, which required long hours of sitting on the bus..

11plus we had our breakfast at Yong Ming... i think it's a small town la.. Popo and i shared a plate of carrot cake.. along the ride i was reading my storybook.. if not so long journey very bored.. 3plus we reached mid-mountain den had our lunch and continued the journey.. i tink by the time we reached Genting's First World Hotel it was 6plus..

Genting's very COOLING!!! i Love It!!! ahhaha... den we were allocated our rooms after waiting for some time.. Our rooms were still unpacked!!! 6plus in the evening aready lor!!! den waited outside la.. den we went inside when they finally finished and rested and bathed.. we had our dinner around 7plus...

Den went to the casino.. Popo and her friend, San Yi and her mother, I call her ah Ma la, said wanted bring me go take a look.. but denied entry!!! above 21 years old den can.. Den San Yi say go to another casino inside First World.. Actually and Hotel and Entertainment Centre(with shopping centre, casino, and theme park) are linked la.. Denied entry as well...

So SanYi and Popo went in walk around while me and Ah ma waited outside... Waited over an hour lor!!!! They said they went out in 10min but through another door!!! then they were waiting there at the other door, my Popo very anxious i'd get lost, while we thought they were playing inside.. den saw a fellow tourmate asked her if she saw them and could call them.. cause my hp no autoroam and we din have San Yi's hp number... haiz... so wait very long...

den ah ma leg ache la... over 80 years old le.. den i asked if she wanna return to the rooms to wait but she say later they come out can't find us.. so never la.. den they finally found us ah ma so angry lor.. and Popo so anxious... haiz... den we returned back room sleep la..

next morning 7plus woke up den went to cafe for breakfast... not very wonderful... nasi lermak and bee hoon.. not very appetising.. hahah... but just eat lor.. den shopped around the floor of the cafe.. had a few souvenir shops.. bought a few keychains for the boys.. den went back to room find San Yi and ah ma.. they go massage.. den we walked around ourselves and went to Ripley's Believe It Or Not Exhibition Hall .... there are over 500 exhibits.. very interesting...

and had our lunch.. den walked around and went to one of the tourmates' mum, another ah ma's room chat with her.. coz her daughter went to casino and her mum dun wanna go stay in the room ma..

den went back room take a nap... after that Popo and ah Ma went to massage while i stayed in the room.. den we went for dinner and went shopping around.. actually we window shopped alot.. we din buy anything at all..

Monday morning checked out at 9.45am... went to mid-mountain there buy chocolates at the famous chocolate house.. forgot the name.. bought afew souvenir packs distribute but din buy too much.. super heavy... den Popo went to buy soy sauce.. den we went to KL's Mid Valley Shopping Centre shop and have lunch.. ate chicken rice.. and window shopped again.. nothing much la..

den 5plus reach Yong Ming ... buy some local delights durian tao sa piah and went over to Yong Ming for dinner.. but no one ate much, wanting to go home earlier.. about 9pm reached Singapore customs.. den asked daddy fetch us at Eunos MRT.. slept at 11plus..

overall a nice trip.. but because of my broken tailbone i can't play the rides.. so just window shop around with my grandma.. and eat and sleep.. hahaha.. lidat lor.. i like Genting's weather.. very cooling .. KL very hot, worse den Singapore.. hope i can go again.. ahhah..

now awaiting results.. and working at dad's shop.. alternate days i'll go school help with orientation preparation.. =P quite busy la..

2006-03-04T10:53:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! Exams over.... finallyy..... can slack real time... haiz... this semestser slacked too much... shud smack myself up... even study for exams also more slacked... gonna drop my standards lor.. sad...

Anyway, watched final destination yesterday with drey n feng ling... din wan to want lor... but they wanted to watch nether world at first.. haiz.. dunno which one worse la... just noe final destination is a thriller abiout roller coaster ride n pepople dieing,...

like its super gross n disgusting lor... so scary... tot i'd have night mares at nite... it's like this group of schoolmates went to theme park before graduation.. n this girl, Wendy, is newspaper editor or something i guess... den she snapping photos of friends around... she has a eerie feeling all around... den she's suoper scared of roller coaster.. on the roller coaster.. she has this premonition that it's gonna crash... n she cries and screams n get off the ride along with some others and her best friend's boyfriend.. Her boyfriend, best friend, and others died after they left...

den slowly, one by one, in the order they set on the roller coaster, the rest of the people who got off the coaster at the last minute, died in freak accidents... with clues given in the pics Wendy took using her digicam that night.. Blood keep splattring here and there and have all this digustuing deaths lor.. WEndy, this best friend's boyfriend, and Wendy's sister escaped the accidents, in the end, died 5 months later in a MRT accident... totally crazy show lor.. covered my eyes through the blood splattering parts... but the aftermath of the blood also disugsting.. it's still vividly in my mind.. terrible..

when i went home, took a nap in the bus, the images flashed acrooss me.. so vividly true.. so gruesomme... ohhhhh,....

tot can relax... but at least i din have night mares last nite.. going to Suntec Carreer exhibition later... interested in the event mgt courses but also wanna take up baking and jewelry design.. hmmm...

going genting with FGS next weekend.. can relax!!! yippeee!!!

2006-01-28T10:02:00.000+08:00

爱我的资格 by SHE

把手放了
我也许会比较快乐
我也许会换个情人
我也许不会再撑

真的够了
能不能让雨别再下了
能不能让心别再疼了
能不能不要开灯

我们的爱跟着
你写的剧本
出现了越来越多的角色
我是你什么人
如果不是情人
是不是不要再浪费我的人生

你比我更清楚
你对我多好
多温柔多认真
不构成爱我的资格
除非你只看着我想着我只有我
爱本来就该独一无二

为你伤心多一点少一点
流下的眼泪都一样不值得
世界上那么多人
只有我一个人
能拯救自己的快乐
不要再为你哭了

2006-01-27T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAiz... celebrations all around.. but there's no celebratory mood in the air.. frens are breaking up around me... so sad... at least audrey has moved on... so why am I still taking so long to just forget? am I so silly ? it's not exactly sentimental.. it's just pushing myself into a corner... who cares what happens now? haiz... now ade also met the same thing.. i dunno what to say ... haiz... sad...

Exam around the corner.. projects deadlines all around.. but i cant pull myself to study!!! ah!!! wanna remain top 10% throughout my poly life k!!! Must work hard..

went to watch Memoirs of a Geisha with Audrey today... Actually quite a nice show wat... Very interesting culture.. quite sad that geishas have no control over their life... Audrey said it's not nice.. Not enough overwhelmingness... Because it's such a star-studded show.. But it's not too bad la.. Although it's quite long.. =->

It's new year in 1 more day. Hope that this new year brings good luck, good ehalth and happiness for everyone!!!
HAppy New Year Everyone!!

2006-01-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

been busy for long.. err... taking tests... doing proj.. actually slacking on projects.. scared leh.. got management, econs, java.. .so many!! scared can't finish on time.. really tired... so much to do.. new year coming le.. still got chinese assignments... haiz..

anyway, had school open house.. Worked the Friday n Sat morning shift.. Quite fun.. Usher the people to the auditorium to watch introduction video n an episode of Kan Joing King,, Both produced by School of Design students... Stayed in school until 5plus eatching the Hip Hop Dance Competition... Very nice!!! Today Sly n Olinda came to NYP!!!!! Saw them thru teh mid door... actually quite close contact!! Coz they came thru holding area near auditorium where we were stationed..

sick now la.. got sore throat flu cough..... Feeling bad lor... Tired... New Year comiing soon!!! HappY New Year in advance!!! Scared i no time to blog!!! hee..heee... BEst Wishes to everyone!!

2006-01-10T18:04:00.000+08:00

been busy.. the good thing is i've finished my statistics proj.. but dr badri said it's bad.. everyone's bad.. sad lor.. i spent so much time trying to perfect it.. he din give hints or what so ever.. den now say us very bad.. he always flare up one.. actually abit like me ... hahah.. odd temper.. he seems to be getting angry every lesson..

i failed my stats test lor.. forgot wat i was so busy with before the test to make me study so little of it.. stupid la.. dun score at such a simple test.. monday's upcoming ICA2 is a killer lor... hope i show my prowess this time round.. n hope econs n management aren't too bad.. this semester i super slack lor..

anyway signed up for Open House Helper.. hmm.. anyone wanna come? 19 to 21 January.. thursday to saturday..

gotta go back to Tan Tock Seng Hospital get the medicine for my tailbone injury i think.. like outside clinic can't just give me.. hmm... troublesome.. medicine finishing le.. but i so busy.. hmm..

yesterday saw Janell on the bus home... hahha.. got a huge flying bug on the bus lor.. make us gals jittery... today met Jane at Clarke Quay.. she brought me to her office.. it's sellig health products through Network Marketing ( or MLM) ... brought a sample home for popo.. but think she's very skeptical.. actually from her colleuagues intro, i'm quite interested to join part time.. but tink my family wun agree leh.. the employees all very young.. 2os and 30s earning thousands a month within 6months of entering the company... but aunt say dun join... haiz.z..

still got the oop proj and management proj to worry.. n all the ICAs and final exams coming up.. My god!! so busy!!!!

2006-01-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

The first day of 2006 went by uneventfully..just pouring rain in bucket loads.. starting school soon le.. still rushing out stats project.. scared can't get good grades.. Dun wanna slip too far from my standard.. but things aren't exactly just as i wish one.. hope i can remian top 10% still!!

yesterday asked him what's the language of his nick... been wondering for ages.. and waited hours while i did my project before he replied.. it's a malay language... den asked it's meaning and he just said he had to go... hmmm.... i just have to get over it!!!

hate myself!!

2005-12-26T10:58:00.000+08:00

Very long never update my blog le.. been busy with the projects and ICAs!! Now, it's Christmas!! So MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!!!

Friday went to watch King Kong with Audrey and Feng Ling at Lido.. Wah.. So scary lor.. The spider and cockroach like creatures so disgusting lor.. I shouted alot in the theatre leh.. so paiseh.. got a few pairs of old couples went to watch too.. den afew families with young children.. 3 hours movie leh.. touching and nice..

but i wish there's less of the dinosaur chasing and disgusting creatures part.. There's 1 scene where King Kong was fighting with a huge T-rex i think, den he pulled open the T-rex's mouth lor!!! Really wanna pull apart!! Den crushed the mouth and T-rex fell dead and King Kong still played with the mouth tring to keep it closed.. So disgusting i wanna vomit but the rest of the audience were laughing.. My god!! Too much excitement.. i wish someone's there beside me.. hahh...

after that we went to take neoprints at Heereen.. there's a new glittery machine.. Then the guys came.. Ji Sheng, Marcus, Scott, WenBin, William, Chun Tat.. Dunno why they came to join us.. coz they watched the movie before le den just said wanna come join us after the movie... Coz we never hang out lidat.. so it's quite odd la.\.. At first the guys dun wanna take neoprints.. Den Audrey went to persuade them den gradually they all take lor.. haHahah.. Audrey is super persuasive.. Had fun squeezing lor...

Den went to Lucky Plaza for Pizza Hut dinner... But we gals walked in front while the guys walked behind us... I had to leave for my family dinner at grandma's...

Saturday morning went Ji Sheng's place do stats project.. At night, there's steamboat at mum's... Coz Ah yi's bday is on christmas so we all celebrate lor... Midnight den they left..

Now is my one week break.. tuesday might be going out with Audrey or something.. cheer her up... something unhappy happened to her so wanna cheer her up.. wednesday going out with Yue Lian they all catch up.. maybe can go catch that pizza i've been longing for so long to try.. Hmm. . thursday morning go take my driving theory test den go scott's house do java project.. Hopefully i pass it.. but i seem to not noe much la... scared... friday do stats proj...

Hopefully i can still do well this term.. been skipping DCN lectures coz drey they all dun wanna go.. hmmm... think i shud just go.. .

2005-12-11T17:29:00.000+08:00

it's so busy.. work is stifling me.. these days din really pay attention.. but i still wanna stay near the top 10% of the cohort.. if possible, top of the cohort still.. hahaha... tough.. since all the modules now are so tough.. other den econs.. cause i've taken abit during during jc last year... so still fine with the concepts.. OOP java is ok.. still... but getting tougher.. oop project is quite unstarted.. gotta submit code design in wk 8.. but i dunno how to start.. and my groupmates also dunno.. haiz...

tues have DCN and OOP java test.. quite lots to understand... and memorise for DCN.. haiz.. Wanna do well!! but so much to do.. n have lots of other projects too.. stressed... n still having all those weird dreams... i'm getting dark rings and pimples le lor.. hmmmm... wanna go for facial.. but 2nd aunt there i scared squeezing.. hmmm....

2005-12-11T15:08:00.000+08:00

I dreamt of him again.. but this time.. it's the opposite of yesterday's dream.. what's wrong with me??

2005-12-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

I had an odd dream last nite... i dreamt that a classmate liked me.. den i was avoiding him.. but dunno why suddenly become i'm together with j... den he said wie'll never be together again... in the dream, i had the overwhelming urge to jump... but i ran away... and i woke up crying again...

dunno issit coz he msn me while i'm in school today... so reminded of him again...... i had thought it clear last night before i slept.. we have non common topics now.. it's so odd.. maybe coz of our past too... so can't talk comfortably like normal friends... somehow in between us.. we have some sort of barrier.. i know... and i believe NH's blog was talking about him.. so i thought i should be clear about it...

so why do i still feel so terrible now???

2005-12-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

Saturday was the chalet at SAFRA changi.. plus popo was going to Taiwan for the prayer event.. It clashed at the last moment.. if not popo was also going chalet with us... den saturday 11plus we sent popo to airport.. den went back home and packed last minute stuff while we waited for Ah yi to bring us there... actually going to take taxi le.. about 3 pm, ah yi phoned to say she coming over to fetch us.. den waited til almost 4pm Cheng Hwan they all reached Tanah Merah le den Ah yi reach.. wa.. scare me lor.. and mr Tan and Ms Ang also reaching... very anxious..

den aunt lilian came and fetch me so i car hopped coz ah yi going aljunied take food... when we reach safra just nice mr tan say they are at the guest house there have guest pass anot.. coz only 2 cars allowed guest pass i think.. so dun have for mr tan..

den Mr Tan and Ms Ang arrived at our chalet.. served them drinks and jelly den chatted.. very long never see them!!! den my friends arrived so went to mingle with them while da yi ma talked to them.. on and off i inter chatted with mr tan n ms ang den with my friends.. also very long never see them le.. have lots to catch up.. at night organised some games for the children.. my siblings all useless.. never join in the game.. den the kids so rowdy.. i think my friends all scared lor.. haiz.. so sorry.. hahahha... but i tried to get both parties in the game.. so overall still quite funny.. and had some lame jokes... wa.. so lame lor.. haiz..

next day lazed and did stats homework.. and lazy so went up and down watching them play den go up finish more homework.. at nite watched star awards..

monday had stats test.. weekend too slacked.. think mite fail the test.. or at best just simply scrapped through.. haiz.. sad.. den audrey tried out her mascara on me... i dun really like the feel of mascara coz it's very uncomfortable and i often have itchy eyes so... den she and feng ling say very nice cause really extended my lashes alot.. but when she applying 2nd coat i closed my lashes den smudged lor.. hahah.. wa.. like panda eye lor...

today went to watch harry potter with my mum and siblings,.. very nice.. .but the dumbledore so ah beng lor!!! totally a changed person.. the change of actor so apparent.. the old dumbledore was such a nice regal character... hmmm....

2005-11-27T11:49:00.000+08:00

Been sick big time... sore throat flu cough.. urgh... tired and sick... still got that ages-hurt tailbone.. doctor say its an old injury... just that it's acting up now.. can't do anything except take painkillers and see how's it like in 3months' time.. so meanwhile... hurt away.... =(

then i have to catch the flu bug from Chern Yue.. infected the whole family lor he.. Dad, den Mum, den Wan Ling den Jeffrey and now me.. haiz.. nose hurts.. n throat hurts like hell.. shouldn't be sleeping in air con room at night... block the nose and i can't sleep well..

yesterday morning he sms me!!! wow!!! quite out of the blue.. den it turned out that on friday night i groggily sent out a wrong message to him... was talking to Jun yun.. but i did send jun yun wat.. must really be groggy after eating medicine..

so he just said he finished A's... now playing... den we chatted a while den he ended the talk again.. well.. at least better than nothing.. waited at the doctor for so long..

after taking the medicine tried to do the java project proposal and statistics proposal.. then the medicine started taking effect.. whole body felt so tired and heavy.. had to sleep.. so 1plus slept til 2plus had a bit lunch and did some work.. den had to sleep again.. totally wiped out... slept til 5 plus.. den tried to do some real work... research on my chinese 500 word essay on Princess Wen Cheng..

after dinner started abit of the essay.. den changed to statistics tutorial.. can't really focus on the essay.. did until 12plus den went to bed.. cun sleep well still.. blocked nose.. very pain.. den woke twice to the toilet.. finally slept with lots of weird dreams..

hope i can do well again this semester and every semester on!!! hahaha.. wanna score well to improve my choices of going to anywhere i want..

2005-11-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

it's my own fault.. shouldn't have been so unhappy over the news.. what else can i do? time has passed.. it's natural that people will move on.. just that some are faster and some are slower.. i should focus my energies on more important things.. don't dwell over minute unhappy happenings like this..

Audrey said it doesn't really matter if there's a boyfriend or not.. it's just a matter of the formal status and physical intimacy.. but that's cause she and Jeffrey have reached a state whereby in their hearts, they already recognised each other as their partners.. they spend available weekends together... have lunch together.. go shopping together... that's not what normal girl and guy friends do together... that's what couples do together.. they have a very special relationship together.. other than some problems, they can actually be formalised le.. waiting for the day.. happy for them. . i quite envy them..

used to think we were very good together.. would last forever.. but alas... i shall look forward to my future.. and meanwhile focus on my studies.... and business.... and upgrading myself..

i shouldn't dwell on unhappy things..

`

2005-11-19T11:02:00.000+08:00

I saw someone's blog... said someone has a new gf.. n has changed and all.. felt like the pits.... suddenly all breath wheezed out of my body... feel so empty now.. i knew long ago it's over... should have let go and mopve on.. he said he wun get another gf for these 2 years.. but ...

i know.. ther's nothing to hold on to at all.. it's just illusion on my part.. but... haiz.. . everything around me is so unsure.. my friends.. my studies.. my future.. my health... dunno what's really going on at all...

2005-11-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

Butt pain.. for a week le.. since last tuesday in school suddenly found that there's a pain when i sit certain position.. den worsened and now walking will also pain.. the tailbone part.. dunno what's wrong.. went to see doctor at TTSH A&E just now..

actually is thought just go to a clinic then see if serious get a referral.. Last mnite.. Popo say go KKH see.. mum say no need since mine is not a ladies' illness.. so get referral better.. then we had a quarrel.. Popo and me. cause i said i go clinic first see how. (mum's instructions too). den popo say go KKH straight.. Den quarrel ...

i cried abit in the room.. i hate situations.. they make me cry.. even when i'm angry.. can't control my emotions.. den worked on Statistics project... den in the end 2nd aunt say she accompany me.. they playing mahjong ma.. (1st aunt, 2nd aunt, popo, Justin)

so this morning never go school lor.. went to KK den they say go to TTSH more relevant.. Then went to A&E cause the walk-in clinic had to wait til after 2pm to see the doctor.. and it was 11am only.. registered and paid up then waited.. and waited... and waited...

had a funny thing.. an Indian man was told by the nurse to follow the red "foot" stickers on the floor to the X-ray department but think he din understand what the nurse said and just blurly stood on the first foot sticker in front of him staring ahead.. my aunt pointed him in the direction as we were in front of him..

there were 4 police officers bringing 3 detainees to the A&E (one maid).. one guy looked ferocious leh.. but there was one cute police officer.. hahah.. aunt say one.. tall ... and quite good-looking la.. have a liking for uniformed guys ... hahah... ok.. boy-zcrazy...

then after long time finally my turn.. went in and after doctor asked about my condition den went to X-ray.. den waited... and waited... den went back in.. X-ray showed my tailbone super curved.. much too curved then normal.. usually people only little comma-like curve only but can really see mine is curved 60 deg?? den refer me to Orthopologist 2 weeks later.. skip class again... 24th Nov 10.05am..

then went for lunch.. den went home.. got to eat 4 pills each time lor.. 2 paracetemol and 2 anti-swell med... hmmm...

2005-11-10T10:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. have some problems with friends.. learnt that people act saintly in front of you, be good friends with you only to speak bad of you behind your back.. i do get these results based on my own hard work.. why say i can't get it through my own hard work?I do fall asleep in classes... but that's not my intention.. i still can't cure my attention disorder.. what can I do? It's taxing on me too what..

I seriuosly do wanna concentrate.. but i can't and just start to nod off when i'm also struggling to concentrate.. I feel very guilty and afraid that i'll get scolded by teachers, caught in front of teh class to be sleeping right in her face.. I'm scared.. i try to sleep well.. but i can't..

it's not that i'm lazy and finding excuses for myself.. but i told my best friends when we started school this problem of mine straight off and asked them to wake me when they see me sleeping.. i really try to stay awake and attenttive in class.. but when my body fails me... what can i do??

I dun disagree that sometimes i can be quite proud and long-winded.. repeating and repeating myself.. true friends speak out to each other their faults.. maybe the person is not true friend.. mum and brothers they all say.. if you wanna say, say in front of the person.. haiz...

now i showing attitude to that person.. cause i kept thinking that person was an ok person.. not too bad... whenever my friends pointed out the person;s less desirable actions i will sort of defend that person.. say the person is ok.. now... the person is not ok.. but my friends also got snubbed in their faces by that person yet still treat him like normal.. so maybe i'm too sensitive..

but Cancerians take betrayal seriously.. they take it to heart for a long time and wun ever forget it... that's always a problem for me.. even when i have quarrels with my siblings, even if it's my fault, i wait for them to talk to me first.. although i like peace and arhmony all the time..

today lesson start at 1pm.. to 8.30pm.. we plan to take up the NYP Open house bazaar stall if possible.. to sell our accessories.. but now we have a contender.. haiz.. friendship in trouble again.. why do i keep having to be tested on the problem of friendship??

2005-11-08T11:30:00.000+08:00

Wow... i am the top in the class... and maybe even the top in teh module.. wowowowowo.. so nice.. and Angel, Audrey and Feng Ling and Hui Qi all ask me to take up the esplanade event.. dun go for the AMKH evet.. especially since they clash.. they are willing to take up a day each of the cost.. but my family object to me taking the esplanade event.. And if we take up all 5 days, we don't have proper people to man the stall... since we are all schooling.. and they want to miss lessons to tend the stall .. n if they do, i would have to join them,.. not only got disciplinary problem, i'll also be scolded back at home for missing lessons.. but yet it's attractive to take up the esplanade event..

how??

2005-11-04T14:14:00.000+08:00

Got my new timetable.. Wrote those little cards to put in my lanyard.. monday is most taxing.. 8am to 6pm.. 5 lessons.. the bags gonna be super heavy lor.. tuesday is 11am to 6pm.. Wednesday best!! 1010 to 11am only!! hahha... then can go out play le.. but this coming WEdnesday I going FGS.. Shi fu got something need me to do.. Thursday 1pm to 8.30pm.. Pooh,... got night class.. hope i dun ever sleep in classes again.. haiz.. Friday 10 to 1pm i think.. Hopefully the new semester isn't too hard.. my Java skills actually not very good.. This semester got lots of Java.. OOP using JAva and OOP Project.. Wanna continue to get my As... But.. dunnno can anot.. hahah..

20th Nov FGS got a Walkathon Popo and I are joining... 7.30am to 10am at Punggol site.. Yesterday went swimming with family.. ok.. it's play water... only.... since i still dunno how to swim.. dun know how to turn sideways to breathe when using free style.. only can swim super short distances.. frog style also super clumsy like.. Dunno how to breathe.. All is i look at others try to learn one.. Primary 3 that time signed up swimming with school.. But then the instructor pushed me under the water before i was ready and since then i din't really like to go learn.. haiz.. in future my boyfriend must know how to swim.. then ask him teach me.. hahahha... stupid leh..

going out to Swenson's !! Mum rewarded me for my excellent results and so I bring Chern Yue along.. Quite some time never go out le.. AHhah.. Lazy... been sticking at home doing my accesories business then last minute no chance set up stall so this holiday is officially wasted.. Dunno how the adults work.. So last minute.. HAiz..

2005-11-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

2005-10-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: July 2

Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life.
The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.
Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.

You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.
You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.
It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

True.. hahha..

2005-10-30T13:31:00.000+08:00

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

2005-10-30T13:29:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 86.67% Female, 13.33% Male

You have the brain of a girly girl

Which isn't a bad thing at all

You're emphatetic, caring, and in tune with emotions.

You're a good friend and give great advice.

What Gender Is Your Brain?

HAiz.. Failed..

2005-10-29T09:57:00.000+08:00

Haiyz,, last minute the event-person-in-charge sms to say the event will be postponed to 1st week of december.. so sad.. prepare for so long then so last minute she come and say postpone.. shun there be some compensation of sorts... all my stocks all in le.. dump in so much money then say out.. haiz..

but november 16 got Ang Mo Kio Hospital bazaar from 9am to 4pm so hopefully can get lots of revenue.. must get back some money..... school reopening soon le.. hope get a nice timetable.. =P

2005-10-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

So excited!!

So excited at the thought of being able to set up stall outside!! But really pray hard that the weather is good and lots of people will come to patronise my stall!!! I've spent big bucks this time round and if I don't earn a few hundreds, I'll get chastised for sure.. Say me over rate myself.. Shouldn't have spent so much money.. Knew the rental so expensive still wanna take..

But i have spent too much on this.. So no matter what, i have to set up stall .... If I have to spend more on the rental and take larger risks in order to get bigger rewards, than I have to... But i must succeed!! I must show the entrepreneurial spirit!! I will earn big bucks!!

Hopefully................

2005-10-22T10:49:00.000+08:00

BIz Biz Biz!!

I'm taking up the event at Esplanade park to sell my stuff.. It's on next Friday and Saturday.. Hopefully after deducting the $120 rental still can make more than $150... Hopefully my products will be welcomed.. With every $25 purchase will entitle you to a free gift.. .

Anybody interested in buying straight from me can contact me too!! Thanks!!! Must be successful!!! Wanna be successful entrepreneur!!!

Getting ready to be entreneur

2005-10-15T18:27:00.000+08:00

GEtting ready to be entrepreneur

Haiz.. been wanting to go out to sell my accessories.. but then.. the places either rent too high, or crowd quite poor... really want to sell.. spent over thousand on this le.. and looks like still will be spending more.. but than only have sold about 200 plus.. because at AMKH crowd poor then.. and i only went for 5 days or so in total?? 1/5 earned back.. hopefully will earn fast.. think will try my best to get a stall to sell more of my accessories by the end of the month.. MUST!!! Kambate!!

Friends wanna buy accessories or custom-make can find me?? I use Swarovski crystals n beads and pearls to make earrings, handphone chains, necklaces, bracelets.

Exam Results!!! YEah!!!

2005-10-11T08:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! I got Distinction & As & B!!!!

Name : NGO SZE YIAH
Course of Study : DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS INFORMATICS (ITDF03)
Grade Point Average : 3.857

(BM0030) BUSINESS COMMUNICATION 1 ----- A

(BM0031) ACCOUNTING FUNDAMENTALS ----- A

(BM0032) ESSENTIALS OF MARKETING ----- B

(IT1501) COMPUTING MATHEMATICS 1 ----- DIST

(IT1505) ESSENTIALS OF INFOCOMM TECHNOLOGY ----- A

(IT1506) DATA STRUCTURE & PROGRAMMING TECHNIQUES ----- A

(IT1507 ) WEB APPLICATION DEVELOPMENT ----- A

Yeah!! I got only 1 B!!! THe otheres all A!! N got 1 distinction somemore!!! So happy!! But wished marketing can get B+! N my Business Communication should have gotten Distinction one what.. I always get A results one leh... Hmmm.. nvm.. at least never worse then that.. HAhhahh... Going to bathe and eat and go to work le!! YEah!!!

Hope everybody else also good results!! =)

2005-10-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

I dreamt about him again... keep dreaming about him this days.. but it's so vague..yesterday dreamt that AMKSS had a celebration.. our batch went back to school to celebrate.. I was on stage to give a speech... odd rite.. saw him a few times.. then wanted to talk to him.. but din dare... was looking excitedly at some activities when i suddenly fell down from 3rd level.... n den woke up... all hot and bothered... it always seem so real...

ya... should have gotten over it long ago.. but things just happen.. just need to vent it out.. feeling like going cycling and shouting at the sea... been wanting to do that for years since that... but always never... wanna go cycling... anybody???

2005-10-05T16:10:00.000+08:00

My future??

Wondering what i'm gonna do in the future after i graduate from NYP.. wanted to open a special cafe... but then to take up cookery lessons would be very expensive.. and then no capital... no similar interests friends... although they come along.. but not exactly totally same interests.. to bake and make those crafts... quite hard la...

Somehow now feel that i take this course abit wasted... too much IT stuff le.. i prefer business subjects.. but they are harder to score... should have took Hospitality Management... Or take jewellery-making... or take up bakery... more towards my wish to open a cafe...

But this course now allows me to be quite versatile as well.. Can do E-commerce.. Or further study Business Management.. Or IT... can do some basic accounts for my cafe (in the future).. Can design my owncafe website.. no need pay others to do.. Can develop good marketing plans... err... this would be a little unsure la.. .haahha.. .

But still good la... still thinking how to further my knowledge on bakery and jewellery without going broke before the age of 20... and hope to open a chain of my specialised cafe before the age of 35..... is that very unrealistic?? hahahha... Hope la huh.. Wish me luck!!!

Bored... working

2005-10-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

2005-10-05T13:43:00.000+08:00

been working at the shop. doing catalogues.. should be Wan ling's job.. after all she's taking a salary.. she only has to go to school at 1pm.. in the morning so slack.. watch tv n read storybook... not that i'm lamenting..

already in this situation le still dun buck up.. i scold her alot.. but we all worried about her... tell her get scolded by her somemore... n give black face...

i dun mind working.. but then since she's free and gets a salary, should do her job what.. 2 hours a day also nevermind.. at least she does work.. how tired would she be when she say at Informatics, they only recite what is in the textbook? 3 hours a day of school only leh.. plus 2 hours of work she only need to put in 5 hours hard work each day.. minus all the possible breaks here and there would eventual amount to about 4 n 1/2 hours work n study each dy only.. very terrible meh??

dunno when she's going to "kai qiao"?? haiz..

Class chalet

2005-10-03T13:20:00.000+08:00

Escape Shock!!!

Went to class chalet at Downtown East yesterday... Went Escape in the morning with Audrey, Feng Ling, Alicia, Morgana, Marcus, Terence, Scott, n Chun Tat.. Actually the class supposed to meet at Pasir Ris MRT to go to NTUC buy the BBQ stuffs then go check-in chalet.. But then before i met them on the MRT, i called Downtown East and they said it was unavailable yet. Can only check in after 2pm. So we went Escape play..

First enter then it was slightly going to rain le.. Anyway, we still went play the Flipper first.. Shout like mad again... Forgot how it was like the last time... Haiz..

Then went to the Haunted House.. The guys wanted to go play Go- Kart... But it began drizzling more heavily.. And we girls were scared to go in without the guys so Audrey and Feng Ling went to get the guys while Alicia, Morgana and me queued..

Then they came back.. Alicia, Morgana, Chun Tat and Marcus went in first.. Then, me, Feng Ling, Audrey, Terence, Scott went in.. Coz the last time the first person was motioned by the ghost on to move forward ma.. So the last 2 persons would be scared la... Then i most timid so change i stand in front..

Then we went in... supposed to watch the video but then too excited.. Terence asked us all to squat down and wait for the ghost since he'd come looking for us.. Then waited and waited.. Saw it came slowly through some seams of light..

Den unknowingly it was squatting in front of me making noises and strain his face (Masked) in front of me... I lost my nerve and all logic that i wanted to be brave, and shouted like hell lor... Wah.. So scared leh.. It wun go away lor.. I just buried my head near Feng Ling (who was also shouting behind me) and shouted.. Then another ghost was behind Audrey they all behind the door then they also shouted like mad..

Just kept shouting then Terence( supposedly the fourth one) seeing that i kept shouting and wun move, stood up and asked us to move... Then i just grabbed his hand and Feng Ling grabbed mine and we moved.. The ghost continued following us and we continued shouting and huddling close together..

This time, being the second time i'm here (came once before) and after that intial scare, got to see the "sights".. They were quite ok la.. Abit gory.. Then once, i had even asked the ghost to GO AWAY LA YOU!!! Hahhaha... Angry he made me shout like hell.. AHhaha...

Then gradually it din follow us le.. Just for the initial passage.. then we just wonder our way out lor.. Wa... So relieved leh.. AHhaha... But thinking back now, it was really funny.. I wonder if the people queueing outside heard our shouts initially while we squatted and waited for the ghost to come since we were still at the door only... All Terence's fault lor.. If not i think i wun be so scared... Spoilt my plan.. .HAhahahha...

Think the next time i'm gonna walk on after the video.. den try not to be scared... If not everytime go also let them scare away half my life... Wish he was there.. Should huddle him instead..

Then it rained more heavily so we waited at the Funky Stations.. THen went to take the Alpha8.. Wa.. Forgot the ride was so violent lor.. Began shouting from start then was like crazy la... High jerky violent jumps that really jolt your butt out of the seat and make you gonna fall off anytime and super bumpy lor.. Feng Ling sat with me, like last time, and was thrown heavily against me.. Hit my left thigh heavily... So pain.. Almost went numb but then the ride gave me no time at all... Continued the sharp jolts and violent turns... Jolted out half of my life... Arrr...

In the end when we all went out, i got a nasty bruise on my left thigh lor.. n got a cut on my right foot.. then went to BK... had some food.. Nadz came.. then we all strolled and Audrey and MArcus went on the Wet n Wild.. Audrey was half drenched la.. Then Audrey, Feng Ling n me went to meet Ji Sheng outside Escape to check-in..

It was only a single room only lor.. smaller than a hotel room ah!!! Wa.. 2 beds plus 2 pull beds, 1 toilet, 1 TV, 1 fridge.. Then put down our bags and went back to Escape..

went to take the Viking.. The rest of them who stayed on while we went to check-in had been on one round of Go-Kart n Viking aready.. Then we went on..

Cried again lor!!! Shouted like mad from the second swing.. It was gals on 1 side and guys on the other.. Then they all laugh at me.. Still got other unknown guys also laugh at me.. Crying and shouting like what lor.. Girlfrens they all also laugh at me.. Hmmm...

THen they went to take the Wet n Wild while me and Feng Ling sat on the bench and rested.. Then they went on the Inverter (360 deg turn) while me, Nadz, and Terence rested... Needed to rest... I was still unsettled.. They wanted to treat me if i went on the Inverter!!! AHhaha... But no use!! AHhaha..

Then played the Funky Stations while they took another 360deg ride.. Coca cola revolution i think..

Then the Satay man called.. So me, Feng Ling and Audrey went to take and bring back to chalet.. then went to buy the BBQ stuff.. THere was a quite big Cheers there.. But in the end still had to go out to White Sands NTUC to get some stuff..

den 6 plus started the fire... By then the rest of the class came le.. except William.. 7plus den come.. Overall the bbq quite nice la.. we all cooked (mostly gals) and ate... THen 9plus Dad came and drove me home.. N Angel took a ride to Bugis MRT.. She stay at Choa Chu Kang lor!!

Bathed and went to bed.. with a sore leg from that bruise form Alpha 8.. shoulders started to ache le..

2005-09-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

There's this entrepreneur bazaar at J8 that i'm interested in participating.. Gotta try to send in asap the application form. Hopefully can get to sell my stuff... Wanna get some stocks off.. If not, feel odd la... Make and make than have to rot at home can't sell any stuff..

Thursday going to FGS .. Long time never go le.. Since start of school term... A few months ago le... Going to see Hui Peng and Shi Fu they all... see do the admin stuff and stuff... Actually 2nd aunt wanna bring me go Shangri La hotel eat chocolate buffet on thursday.. but i have to go FGS.. so cant go i think... supposed to go during lunch time.. but if i can only be there at 10plus, then have to leave around 11plus to go meet aunt, then ut's useless le rite? But i last week said i was going then in the end never go, so this week musn't "shi yue" again...

=)

2005-09-26T13:24:00.000+08:00

Crying for your Love by Edwin Siu
TVB Aqua Heroes Theme

Never forgot the day we met
How hard i fell for you...
Just wasn't ready to commit..
You left what could i do
Saw you with someone else ,
I thought i'll lose my mind..
Gonna prove my love this time..

Baby, i am crying for your love
So come back to me now..
And i'm slowly dying for your heart
Wont you forgive me cuz i made a mistake
Wont you beg my love before it's too late..
What ever it takes..

So it's u who make me sweat
I try to play it cool
Something happens when you're near
Still crazy over you..
At night i close my eyes ,
Wonder what wrong have i done
Deep down i know you are the one..

Baby i am crying for your love
Come back to me now
And i'm slowly dying for your heart
Won't you forgive me cuz i made a mistake
Wont you beg my love before it's too late
What ever it takes..

I dont care who gives me,
I gotta tell the truth
Say i'm putting it all on my laundry bag
I dont ever wanna lose you...
Baby i am crying for your love
Come back to me now
And i'm slowly dying for your heart
Please forgive me one last time
Baby i am crying for your love
Come back to me now
And i'm slowly dying for your heart
Won't you forgive me cuz i've made a mistake
Wont you beg my love before it's too late
What ever it takes..
I do..
For u...
I'll do what ever it takes...

2005-09-23T12:18:00.000+08:00

Getting muscle aches all over from bowling.. can anybody believe it?? Posed too muihc n strained my muscles.. dumb lor... haiz.. anywy.. i'm this type of person.. abit more strain den aching le... so lousy one...

been helping with the housework these days at mom's since we wun be employing maid le n i'm the only one on holiday... the rest still studying.. so ok lor... read newspapers, read storybook, sweep n mop the floor, wash n dry dishes, watch tv, eat, sleep... that's the life... ok la... more worried about mom.. .dunno she'll get aches here and that anot..

went to Dr Woo again early in teh morning.. now my appointment is open date.. if i have problem, den make appointment.. if not, after a year, i'll be automatically discharged by computer.. so just have to relax more la.. make myself so uptight over nothing den worry everyone else... but from young aready have a strong anxiety streak in me.. so ... try la.. but now my frens do ask me not to be so nervous whenever i'm doing so.. so will try my best to calm down.. =}

2005-09-21T20:52:00.000+08:00

YeaH!!! Exams are over!!! Ended my last paper happily!!! HAhahha... Accounting paper was good... Should be getting quite good a mark for the paper alone la... if i do have the chance to see it... but it's impossible...

Today went to MArina Square with Feng Ling and Audrey... Angel said she not free.. pang seh us... actually we were going out to celebrate Feng Ling's belated Bday.... Her bday was on 11 Sept .... But then, it was just a few days away from our exams so we postponed to today to let our hair down... Met up at City Hall at around 1.50pm.... Den walked through City Link Mall to Marina Square shopping Mall... IT was newly renovated... so we walked around awhile then went to the Bomling Centre....

Feng Ling said she dunno how to bowl... but in the end beta scores den me lor... HAhaha... Just thought her the posture den she even got strikes!! Wah.. i also dun have leh... HAhah... if wanna console myself, then say i good teacher lor... HAhaha... Like real...

Teacher still got swing the ball that time let the ball roll backwards towards the others one... So paiseh... The group of guys next to us were quite pro ones lor.. den i rolled backwards that time felt they all stare at me lor!!!!!! SO PAISEH!!! Den Feng Ling come help me catch the ball... HAhahah..

Ok la... I lucky den will get 9 pointer... Or else i always roll towards the drain one... Audrey said when i throw my hand was not straight... It was veeered to the left... So lidat lor... Den try to remeber to throw straight... But in the end, my scores the worse... HAhahha...

Den the ball so heavy lor... All size 8... After a while den wrist pain le... Den fingers pain... So heavy... At Safra have lighter ones... Audrey chipped her nail and it bled.. Ouch!! Hope it's beta now..

Den we went window shop den went Swenson's... Had Earthquake... In the end super full... Den we went to my source look at crystals... Den 6plus reach home... =)

2005-09-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

Aiya,... too proud liao... stupid la... tink exams so easy... it's 1st paper let me happy only... wednesday afternoon i slacked in my revision for 1507 and during the paper my miind blanked out!!!! Wah!! So scared leh... dun remember from ... dunno which tag is row or column.. as in which is horizontal... or vertical... den behind the other questions also somehow forget... wah... it's really memory blackout lor...

Den in the end try to recall from revision and tutorial den dunno correct anot... I really got study.. but complacent because i got A for ICA aready... Den thought that hard facts in my mind le so i just read through my quizes and tutorials and notes only... I did the same with 1505 end it ended quite good.. Who knew it's not as good... Hopefully turn out to be good... At least B+ la...

Earlier in the morning went early to school to meet a senior for passing me the donation for Charmaine Ho... Got quite alot... So quite an achievement... Coz in actual fact, people hear the word "Cash donation", den quiet le.. Surprised and touched that someone would help to collect and pass to me for her... HAppy..

Den today, maths paper... Also did study... But not superbly studiously hardworking... so came out with at least 20marks gone... Totally dunno how to do... Er... not say totally dunno la... but like should be wrong aready... Den still havn't minus careless mistakes marks...

Hopefully for all my subjects the worse mark i'd get is B+... Although i slacked, i did put in effort and worked quite hard throughout the semester... So shun be too overboard to aim for B+s and As and distinction... Though distinction is far from my mind by now... HAiz.... Too proud and slack...

Hopefully business subjects wun be too hard... WANNA BE ON EOF THE TOP STUDENTS!!! AHhahahha.,...

2005-09-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

WOW!! In poly exams so good!! The lecturers will tell you what are coming out during the exam, like ask the classes to study which parts of which topic, quite to the exact, less the question phrasing. So it's great!!! Hahha...

Think i can get A for Essentials of Infocomm Technology le.. Maybe distinction??? HAhhaha... Hope so!!!!Wanna do well well well!!! Yeah!!! Had studied quite hard. Think Business school subjects more difficult.. Although i have preference to them over IT subjects.. Definite conclusion will be given after exams?? Next Tuesday!!! Yeah!!! Den have break le.. Shun have to go back for supplementary paper la.. Actually, as long as you follow the lecturer's tips and study accordingly and dun have a memory blackout or sickness or bad situation, shun have problem getting a nice grade.

It's even better than secondary school.. hahha... not boasting... don take me wrongly.. Will try not to slack for other subjects and try to remember as much notes as i can and don be careless... IF careless, got all the answers in the world oso useless.... HAppy!!!

2005-09-13T18:07:00.000+08:00

Thanks to all those who have come forth to help Charmaine. We even reached her classmates. Hopefully she'll recover.

Currently, the hospital has said that as blood has an expiry date, we have to check with them regarding the state of the blood bank before donating the blood in order to ensure effective use of the donated blood. So please call before going down to the Hermatology Centre, thx!! 63214568. 8.30 am to 5pm.

2005-09-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

Exam is just 4 days away.. i barely know my facts... but i wanna get distinctions n As... so daring rite... haiz.. really wanna do well.. but now so slack.. worried.. but yet not doing anything about it .... worried about Charmaine Ho.. nobody willing to help.. i told my frens.. but when they heard try to donate some cash, any amount possible, then no news le.. sad rite...

some people have difficulties i understand.. even $2 or $5 i think the family wun mind.. a little goes a long way... the family is really struggling to make ends meet as the father does not hold a stable job... Charmaine had just graduated from NYP and wanted to go out to work... but then she was diagnosed with this illness... further depleting the family's meagre resources...

sent an e-mail to Ms Loh, School of IT teacer-in-charge to ask if we can generate mass appeal through NYP since she's an ex-student... n it's more effective than asking through my contacts alone.. but havn't received a reply.. hopefully can get an approval to help her... n Charmaine can recover in the end and go back to leading a happy healthy life...

we all are willing to spend tens and hundreds of dollars each day to buy fanciful clothes, delicious expensive food and accessories.. it's not a everyday chance we really get to save a person's life.. or more to save, a family...

Tink about it, if, unfortunately, you were diagnosed with such an illness, your parents are barely earning enough to raise you and your siblings through school, won't you hope somebody, anybody, can just try to help you in any way? It would be such a good deed done..

you never know when you need help... someday, she or her family might be the one able to help you through your crisis.. in life, everything is unpredictable.. help while you can.. dun regret at the end of your life that you din do enough good deeds to enable your descendants to live healthily and happily... or you cant go to heaven...

sad.. but true.. tink about it.. my aunt and I are helping to collect any amount of cash donations from anyone willing to help... you will be acknowledged for your donations... as the family wants to show their appreciation for your help.. if you are willing to go for a blood donation (A+ blood), refer to my previous blog entry.. THANK YOU!!

2005-09-09T18:29:00.000+08:00

URGENT APPEAL FOR A+ BLOOD

My aunt's colleague's daughter has been diagnosed with lymphocytic Leukemia. Urgently needs A+ blood platelets as she is in a critical condition. Can anyone who's able please try to help. Cash donations are much appreciated. Donors will be acknowledged by patient's family. Please contact me if interested to help.

Thank You so much!!

If any of you are able to do so or know of anyone who has A+ blood and is able to donate, please go the the following location and inform them that the blood is for Ho Charmaine:

> Hematology Centre, SGH
> Blk 7 level 2
* Operating hrs of the Hematology Centre: office hours (8.30am - 5pm)

* The appeal is for blood platelets and not just a normal blood donation
* Duration of procedure to donate platelets: approx 3 hrs
* The donor must be physically fit and have A+ blood type with no medical history of high blood, asthma, jaundice
* Be above 50 kg in weight
* Enquiry number at the Hematology Centre is 63214568

2005-09-03T13:42:00.000+08:00

Exams are coming yet i'nm still so slack.. i'm worried... yet i just cant feel the ryhthm to start the race yet.. Haiz.. Yesterday managed to run the 2nd program for my java test... 1st one still cant.. den during break so funny lor.. Angel, Audrey, Feng Ling n me were chatting after we finished eating then talked about guys and future married life and babies and stuff.. so funny lor.. that angel made u laugh til i cry!! Hhahahha... next time dun start on this topic with her le... Later laugh til stomachache...

MUST STUDY!!! BUT HOW TO PICK UP THE MOOD WHEN I"M SO SLACK!!! WorrIED!!!

I so tired

2005-08-30T18:02:00.000+08:00

I fell asleep in maths lecture today!! !I hate it!!!!! I really dun wanna sleep one... When i wan to sleep at nite, i take so long to fall asleep, den when i wanna concentrate listen to lecture, i fall asleep... It's so stupid to struggle to fall asleep at nite and struggle to stay awake in the day lor.. It's so strenous.. i'm goign crazy.. i duno wat to do... haiz

yesterday, Mr Law announced in class i scored the highest for 1507 quiz!! Over 90 marks lor!!! Wah!! so happy... higher than Kartika leh... the class queen.. n Alicia also.. another high scorer... Then Mr Law say he quite shocked... unexpected me to be highest scorer..

hmmm.... thought i'd never ever have that standard.. so sad rite??? I always quite understand lessons one wat... n got do tutorials one wat... n got try my best to do parcticals by myeslf one wat.. only lecture can't control my body den will fall asleep... haiz... Anyway, glad to do well!! at least I can really do better here in poly compared to JC when all my grades are border-line passes... Here, i have As.... HAppy!! Hahhaha...

Exam coming soon le... i know should rush on revision le.. but still very lazy.. musn't slack... must try my best to go to Uni so that i can prove that i did not make wrong decision... Only that i take a slightly longer route... AHhha...

All the best to everybody taking the A's soon and taking their final exams!!!!!

No teacher's day..sad..

2005-08-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

So.. poly dun have teachers' day holiday one.. so bad one.. actually wanted to go back AMKSS on Wed after class.. since we end at 12pm... go visiting n catch up n hopefully sneak a peek of... But then yesterday Mr Azhar announced he Thursday not free have to change to Wednesday 1pm to 3pm class... SO there goes the trip... Sad..

Going to cut hair 2mr... cutting it real short... worried.. dunoo how i'd look... hope it wun turn out messy like sticking of places.. Haiz.. Well.. . just dare dare go cut la huh.. as in now very pretty lidat... Oi Wah said on her MSN nick i'd look like a monster after I cut my hair.. . so bad... hahahha... hopefully that's not the case...

Been busy

2005-08-23T18:03:00.000+08:00

Been rushing out the marketing project report and ppt for submission yesterday... HAd to rush and rush over the weekend.. coz like everybody all dally til the last minute.. Although all our stuffs are in with me, but then not all are correct stuff so i have to-reedit them again to finally compile them for the report..

Only Saturday then start to work on ppt lor... But Nadz had done her own part aready la.. We met in school to do the ppt lor... Den ask them to go through the report to see if all the info is correct.. Den started they started on the ppt while i continued making amendments on the report.. We had met in school at 10am then worked til 3plus den went home..

Oh ya.. In the morning, i went to school from bugis.. at the MRT, the security guard stopped me n asked to check my stuff.. I had brought the laptop in my sling bag and it was very bulky.. He asked for my IC, but i had left it in Popo's home... Only have student pass... So showed him that lor.. He said next time must bring IC whenever i go out.. if not, will be fined.. Guess he thought i had meant to put something dangerous on the mrt.. Hahha.. Anyway, i continued my journey after that la.. =>

Sunday morning went to Geylang de "He Ji" for dim sum to celebrate Popo's belated bday... 15 of us in total... After that went home and continued rushing through the project.. still had HTML test to study and i havnt started a single bit lor!! By 6plus, i finally finished the report and ppt and went to the shop to print.. Went back to Hougang with Popo after dinner den studied for test til bedtime.. Been sleeping late these days.. very tired...

Thankfully, monday, the test was rather easy still .was still afraid i was going to fail when i stepped in coz i din study much and in the morning we still came early to practise for ppt... in the end, our ppt went well too.. only glitch was Audrey n Angel's ppt.. sad for them.. haiz... burn so many mid-nite oil still lidat...

tomorrow going with Popo to Tampines Mall after school to go shopping.. she had vouchers from DBS to spend at those CapitalLand malls.. so after school we going out.. =>

Oh My God!! I broke Down in the middle of maths lecture!!

2005-08-16T15:19:00.000+08:00

It was 1plus in the afternoon.. We were having C Maths lecture.. doing sums on differentiation when suddenly I started to cry!!!! In the middle of Lecture lor!! Audrey and Feng Ling were frightened by me lor.. HAhah.. I was thinking about the times in Sec 4 when we had Maths classes together through banding and would walk together to AVA room from our classrooms... doing homework together after classes...

Then suddenly I just cried lor... Just lidat... I was shocked myself ... din expect the tears would just come down.. was afraid to attract everybody's attraction.. I mean for no apparent reason you see someone cry, you'll be shocked rite? I hope they don think i'm nuts.. haha..

Haiz... they keep saying i should get over it... i know I should... but somehow... it just happens.. I just get sad when something reminds me of him... I tried to not think of him... n i did.. but when it happens, and people comfort me, i know somehow i failed... haiz...

I'm really trying not to think of him... really...

Nothing intersting week... except being daily chipmunk

2005-08-13T12:15:00.000+08:00

Still havn't recovered from my cough... Every day go to school with a "chipmunk" like voice.... It was his description in the past when i got cough and sore throat and lost my voice... ....... .....

Audrey said i sounded like a duck... hmmm.... hahhha... ok la... chipmunk is the cuter n dearer version.... i like it.... been coughing and coughing.. .so noisy lor.... Audrey guilty for being the 1st party to pass her throat infection and cough and flu to me last Thursday... but standard i have a weak constituition...

Thursday had Biz Comm ICA.... argumentative ICA.... Wa... Very long never write aready lor.... Out of touch.. but managed to finish it in time la... The grade how then... aiya... dunno la... hopefully not too bad... I'm proud of my English leh... Den after essay had language proficiency test... Abit tough la...

Never go choir that day... sing liao will "zhou ying' lor... off key.... n rasping voice and continually coughing .... HAiz.... Went home did homework... but then... still like normal choir day lidat late sleep... did homework til 11plus... super tired....

Den yesterday nodding off in Accounting tutorial lor!!! Die ah!!! that frightening thing come back again... .I really dun wanna sleep la ... but so tired.... I cant help it... I hate it myself... keep fihgting aaginst myself to struggle not to fall asleep... I wanna study and concentrate but somehow, i just fall asleep... hiaz.... sad ,..... disappointed with my body...

Evening, Jun Yun came over to collect her presents for her friends that she asked me to make for her - handphone chains... I made 3 for her.... She had selected the main materials for her 3 friends than i added some crystals and string it into the chains la... Hahhah... Den in the end, she chose 2 more for Jill and Yue Lian....

A Levels around the corner... their prelims are all about 2 weeks away?? Hope that everyone of my friends will graduate with flying colours and get into the Uni of their choice to do whatever they like!!!

Sick

2005-08-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

Thursday, Audrey fell sick after being caught in the huge downpour on wednesday.... Den had to ask her mum to fetch her... WE had to find MR Arzhar, BIz Comm tutor, as Audrey had to make up for her Speech ICA.... But she just had to go home.. in bad condition... DEn still big rain that morning lor... Walking across the walkways became half wet... The wind was just unrelentless lor.... I blocked Audrey from the rain la... Coz she already sick laio... Dun wan her get worse...

Den Mr Azhar not in.. So left him a note... Den waited in MAc for Audrey's mum to fetch her while Angel and FEng Ling ate their breakfast... I accompanied her down to the car den went back to MAc.... During Biz Comm class was very fun... The guys argued about grammer exercises we were foing... Too long never touch English lessons le.... HAhhaah... So fun lor!!

Den refer to previous post about the choir trip la...

Monday

Sick... Got MC and stayed at home... CAught Throat infection and flu and cough fronm Audrey... AT home spread to Chern Yue... Den Suday Dad and Mum brought both of us to doctor lor... Got a MC!!! BEen sleeping alot lor... The med keep making me very drowsy..

Actually Friday aready start up alittle sick le... woke up with the throat feeling super dry and odd..

Got bad on Saturday noon.... Went to take textbooks from Auntie Shirley from Fo Guang Shan... Super heavy lor!! Had intended to go to Bugis shop awhile.. but my hands were breaking from teh 2 bags of textbooks so took taxi home... Wanted to go out again.. but Popo came over den we started play mah jong... Den in between started sneezing den sore throat... Worse den in the morning... Tired....

Now still tired... Never do homework lor... only did some java tutorial aonly.... now going to research for Biz Comm ICA... On thursday... Argumentative essay.... Very long never write le dunno how is it... Hopefully good.... Or i very sad... English standard cannot drop...

美丽笨女人

2005-08-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

美丽笨女人 Mei Li Ben Nu Ren

演唱者李玟 Coco Lee

当整个世界因为太疲倦而去
我仿佛听到有人为爱欢呼为爱哭泣
早已经听你说过千万次要放弃
从此不再为他而美丽
不要鲜花不想再受委屈 OK

所以你背起行莨
逃逃逃到远方
开始要试着独立
试着重新更爱自己
有一天清晨醒来发觉不能呼吸
于是又乖乖回到他怀里
这次你下决心牺牲自己 OK

这一个美丽的美丽的笨女人OH
她的故事发生在每个角落里
她让我相信了自己的爱情
不能和她一样软弱无力
不能迷迷糊糊勉强自己
爱不是死心踢地就有结局

哎呀呀呀哎呀呀呀

所以你背起行莨
逃逃逃到远方
开始要试着独立
试着重新更爱自己
有一天清晨醒来发觉不能呼吸
于是又乖乖回到他怀里
这次你下决心牺牲自己 OK

这一个美丽的美丽的笨女人OH
她的故事发生在每个角落里
她让我相信了自己的爱情
不能和她一样软弱无力
不能迷迷糊糊勉强自己

每一个美丽的美丽的笨女人OH
都需要向天祈求感情出现奇迹
未来的日子需要多少的谎言
用来欺骗自己麻醉自己
需要多少同情多少勇气

这一个美丽的美丽的笨女人OH
她的故事发生在每个角落里
她让我相信了自己的爱情
不能和她一样软弱无力
不能迷迷糊糊勉强自己
爱不是死心踢地就有结局
笨女人

Love this song!!! so nice feel...

ChoiR Outing... So tired lor!!

2005-08-05T09:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday evening had choir outing... We dunno what's the plan la.. the committee din say anything... We were supposed to gather at school atrium then go to take MRT.. We were divided into 4 groups... Only few of us.. 10 juniors in total... Den separated into groups if 2 and 3... We were going to play a race which consisted of having clues to go to 5 stations...

Den we went to take to City Hall MRT... We chatted in the MRT... Very nice... Then we reached the station and were each given our individual group clue... Our group was asked to find a movie stub.. And then go to someplace... So as the clue was a movie stub, naturally we had to go to a cinema... From City HAll station... It was so far lor... All the way from the station to Suntec through City Link Mall... Then reached the station had to eat a bowl of nachos... Next we were given teh second clue, "It just tastes better!"

That was the BK slogan.. so we went to B1 to find then had to eat a meal.. we chose the one of strawberry creme pie and coke... NExt, we had to go to a ice cream place which was located in both Suntec and City Link Mall and had discounts on Tuesday... We totally had no idea... Only thought that it was probably Swenson's or Anderson since they wer listed in the directory under ice cream place... But it turned out to be a new dessert place... Forgot the name... Had to eat 2 scoops of ice cream... Big scoops..

Then went to 4th station... "Food for the hearing"? We guessed it's food court... So went back to Suntec to find... There were 2 food courts... 1 at B1, one at L3... WEnt to B! first as we were unsure of the clue... Went 2 rounds around the fountain... Wanted to give upo coz just can't find it... But i knew it had to be there... N it was said that we had to gather at 9pm... It was 8.55pm liao... Passing by BK, we went in to chat with the station master who told us the food court was very very near... Den we went out and saw it was just opposite BK inside Pasta Mania.... HAiz.... There, we ate a plate of fried rice topped with egg and tomato sauce... Nice...

Den last station... "It;s a store and more!' Went back to 7-11 at City Link Mall where we had to drink an enormous cup of Ice Lemon Tea... Crazy lor,.... DEn rushed back to Suntec L3... HAd to bring a token back... A sanitory napkin... What were they thinking lor??!!! DEn cun find dispenser in the toilets so had to buy a packet at Guardian's.. Den went to meet them... THank God not last group!!

The last group had to do forfeits lor... Give out the 4 napkins to members of the public lor... SO pai seh... Den dwaddled til 10plus coz the forfeit group (1 gal, 1 guy) quite unwilling to give them out... SO tired lor.....

REached home 11plus.... Haiz.... Leg aching like wat lor.... FEll asleep after bath like a log...

We talked after all!!

2005-07-30T11:38:00.000+08:00

HAhah... was lamenting to Scott about him... den he replied me!! Hahhaha... Happy leh!! Scott muz hav thought i was crazy!! Den juz talked about how is he lor... Like how's he been.. exam acoming... lidat only... not long later den he say he gotta go liao... haiz...

actually i somehow let go liao... but.. sometimes... just do stupid things.... so...ya....

I'm so sad.....

2005-07-30T10:55:00.000+08:00

Saw him on MSN when i logged in... wanna msg him but din dare.... den long time later.... just thought to throw all caution to the wind n msg him.... but he never reply me... so sad..... it wun hurt to just talk normally rite???
haiz.........

SlaCkinG!! Oh No!!

2005-07-30T10:16:00.000+08:00

Me should have been revising my texts and all... but then been slacking lots and lots... Keep reading storybooks... never study... and never do homework... Only thing i do is Marketing Project!!! Alamak.. den do some Maths assignment work... n some marketing tutorial homework... on thursday!!! Audrey came to Popo's house on Thursday to copy notes...

Coz she been in Holland for 2 weeks for Band World Competition at Holland!! WOW rite?? But they been practicing like crazy before they went lor.... Daily practices from 6 to 10... Rough times... So they deserved the GOLD they got!!!! Yeah!!!

HAhha... Den she came here to copy the notes lor... 9plus reach liao.. Den we looked at her photos den chatted den started on the work... Den i did some homework lor... Den 11.30am lidat I cooked Veg maggi mee for both of us... den ate liao we watch TV... BOred.... 2plus I took out the crystals stuff to do lor... Den I made 2 sets of earrings for her... N she wanted a handphone chain for Jeoffrey... Den see so nice she oso wanted one for herself... Hahhaha..

ARound 6pm, she left while I prepared to go for choir.... Sianz....

Friday, had to meet up for Marketing project discussion den had Maths replacement lecture at 1pm... Reached school at around 11.40... Everybody late lor... supposed to meet at 11.30.... Feng Ling reach 1st den me and Morgana took the same bus den next came Ping Hui den Nadz... Discussed til around 12.50 den went to LT... Manage to stay awake through the lecture!! Yeah!!! MAybe coz we were talking lor... Good!! Dun wanna fall asleep..... =>

Escape photos

2005-07-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

Morgana, Feng Ling, Me, Kartika,Nadz

Feng Ling n Me

Feng Ling n Me, n Alicia n Terence at e back

e Gals

All of Us

Morgana with her whale, Me with e clownfish, Alicia with the Swan

Photo with the prize winners again!

EsCaPe Is FuN!!!

2005-07-24T21:06:00.000+08:00

Went to Escape today with Feng Ling, Alicia, Hui Yu, Nadz, Morgana, Terence, Kartika... Had much fun!! Went ahead and be daring den really had fun lor!! HAhaha... Actually i never ever dared to sit thriller rides one lor... but den decided aiya,.... What's life for? Been so stressed and unhappy might as well just play hard n shout it all out la....

Met the group of them at Bugis MRt... they had travelled down in the "red" MRT line... Then went to Pasir Ris... We reached there around 10plus... Den went to buy tickets... 1st we started to go to play Go-Kart... Din know how to play at first... Terence, Alicia, Nadz n Kartika went on the 1st round with 2 other guys... Thought it was fun and so Hui Yu, Feng Ling, Morgana n I went on the second round... Din know how to drive at 1st... So stupid lor... Den slowly got the hang of it.. We drove for 3 rounds round the track den went to play Viking...

Shouted til i cried lor... Din even know when I cried... It just came out lor... So scared.... Lucky Feng Ling beside me oso very scared... Den we scream together... N so also cried.. But I was more serious la... Cried more heavily... Den we went to sit the Alpha 8.... roller coaster in dark with lots of sharp turns n steep drops... like u gonna fall out of the train any moment... was shouting like mad lor...

den the rest when to play the Wet n Wild, the roller coaster in which you'll get wet... while Feng Ling and I went to play Kite Flyer... quite a simple flying in the air station... coz we din wanna get wet... den after that went to play the Flipper.... Also shout til like mad... It was scarry lor... you turn and turn in the air lor...the rest took a second time while Feng Ling and I waited at the benches..

After that went for lunch at BK inside... They cheat money one lor... I dunno if the price issit the same as outside anot.. but they dun have set meals and beverages all large size one... den limited types of food only... after lunch rested awhile den went to Haunted House...

We had to go in by max grps of 5... as there were 8 of us, we went by 4, 4... it was super scary lor... in the door den got something skittle past you liao... den it was so dark you can't see anythink... before we entered we Outside, they had said that the ghost was following behind us all the time right from the start lor... haiz... den from time to time it just pop up and shout and scare us lor... the front person wud not be scared coz teh ghost had asked him to follow it around after the introductory video when we entered the house.. so he only be scared by his companions who wud be shouting like crazy... HAhha.. Stupid rite??

den it began raining... so we played games at the central atrium lor... all those throw balls into cups or hoops around bottles den you win prize those type la... Won a fish in the colour ball game!!! AHhaha.. Alicia won a swan and a Teddy in the horse racing... Morgana won a huge whale in the colour ball game too!! a tv crew was shooting there.. from ch5 i tink..

den went to take Family Coaster... a small roller coaster... coz it was a miniature one and Feng Ling and I were so scared den we laughed and laughed alot lor... the game attendant also amused by us... Hahhaha.. Sit with kids they never shout how can we shout like mad??

den went home first with Feng Ling coz she going out with her other friends and at home, we were going to set up garage sale.. went to the area at Rocher Canal to set up stall on Daddy's lorry... people were amused as usually they set up shop on the floor.. being on the lorry made us weird...

now, am sick and tired.. been having flu today... tink caught it after i went into the room after bathing... the air con was on ... been sniffing and sneezing... n add to dizzy after playing so hard today... hahhha... but i din regret it... at least I dare to now.. =>

Formal Wear!! NIce??

2005-07-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

GaL Power

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The Guys

Ji Sheng Wen Bin Terence

Marcus ChunTat

Terence Jasmine Marcus

Terence Wen Bin

Wen Bin Wen Liang Scott

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